yo! It's the 5th of July and i know that it has been three days since my bestie's sweet sixteen birthday... it is so not worth it for her to call me her best friend since i have not given her any gifts nor anything special... it was very embarrassing for my best friend because our other friend had something special for her 16TH birthday!!! and my thoughts were like-- this is so unfair... i am the best friend and i have nothing special for my bestie on her sweet sixteenth birthday!!!!
I FEEL STUPID AND WORTHLESS!!!!!
anyway, i know that i was, am, and will be over reacting because of this. you see, when it comes to things like celebrations for special occasions, i am very active. that means, there is no way i will not do something special for the person celebrating especially when that person is very dear to me.
so now, i finding time to buy a my best friend a very special birthday card and fill it up when i have enough time. i will devote a day in writing on the card. even if it takes me till Sem break or christmas break to do it (because those are the only time, probably, that i won't be doing anything for school...
that's it!
by the way, just so you know, i even cried during the morning of her birthday for the reason that i wasn't the one to greet her a happy birthday on that day (i was planning to call her house before i leave for school but i thought that she has left her house already so i wasn't able to do that...)
i hope she still would accept my card even though her birthday was last July 2, 2009...
I FEEL STUPID AND WORTHLESS!!!!!
anyway, i know that i was, am, and will be over reacting because of this. you see, when it comes to things like celebrations for special occasions, i am very active. that means, there is no way i will not do something special for the person celebrating especially when that person is very dear to me.
so now, i finding time to buy a my best friend a very special birthday card and fill it up when i have enough time. i will devote a day in writing on the card. even if it takes me till Sem break or christmas break to do it (because those are the only time, probably, that i won't be doing anything for school...
that's it!
by the way, just so you know, i even cried during the morning of her birthday for the reason that i wasn't the one to greet her a happy birthday on that day (i was planning to call her house before i leave for school but i thought that she has left her house already so i wasn't able to do that...)
i hope she still would accept my card even though her birthday was last July 2, 2009...
:(
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