there is only one word that can best describe what i am feeling right now. and that would be...
HELL!!!
let me explain myself...
first of all, tomorrow is the submission date of the draft for our religion presentation on tuesday next week.
second of all, am very unfortunate to have responsible-challenged group mates (except for one, that's why she's my friend).
third of all, i am failing religion.
three reasons say it all.
now, let me elaborate...
first, we are given enough time to make a draft of our presentation. this project assignment was given to us last week. we are expected to make even a little for the presentation. since there are many days to accomplish a draft, i took advantage of the time given and distributed the tasks to the members. they all ready know what to do and what to research on.
second, unfortunately i am the leader of our group. not very good for the reason that i get to be very bossy. the thing is they don't have the energy to do what is being asked of them. one member gave me her research but it was just 20% of what she was suppose to research on. she didn't get it, though i appreciate her effort of making a background research. so far, the only thing that makes me smile even a little is her research, though it still lack more. good job for you! at least one member is participating! we are just four in the group the other two... well i don't think they are interested. one doesn't know what to do and the other doesn't want to help.
third, i am failing religion. i failed the quarterly exam by four points away from the passing score. it sucked! my quizzes aren't that high. my reflections are not as perfect as they used to because we are required to make them during classes which so not good because we are only given so little time for so many thoughts and designs that need to be shown and written. and compared to all my reflections for my whole high school life, i got lower points this year for the short time given to us. and now, since no one is wants to work hard in this project that we have, i have a dilemma. since i don't want to screw this one up, i have this bad thinking. what if i just do the whole draft myself? that would be bad because leaders are not allowed to do a group project by themselves, that's why it is called a GROUP PROJECT. it is meant to be done by groups, not just by a student but by the members of the group! but what can i do? i am desperate to pass this subject or else i won't graduate with the way i have planned it. and my groupmates are not that sensitive, aren't they? because if they want to pass as well as i want to, they would do their best in doing this project with me! and the member that i assigned to work with me because i trust her doesn't help me!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW SUCKISH MY LIFE IS??? I BET MY LIFE SUCKS MORE THAN WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE... WE"RE TALKING ABOUT OUR GRADES HERE, PEOPLE!!! BUT NO!!!
I JUST CAN"T WAIT TILL I GET OUT OF THIS HIGH SCHOOL LIFE! YES, IT IS FUN BUT YOU HAVEN"T SEEN THE OTHER SIDE OF FUN YET, HAVEN"T YOU?!? WELL, I HAVE! AND IT IS NOT THAT FUN AT ALL!
i'm sorry for the things i just said about my group. but, to be honest, i am very jealous to the other groups who have members who are giving their efforts in sending their reports to their leaders. one member of our group did it. why can't the OTHER TWO can???
you guys can get mad at me for being bitchy but that's just the way i roll. if you were doing your job well, then i won't have to type what i feel right now.
i'm out...
PEACE!
HELL!!!
let me explain myself...
first of all, tomorrow is the submission date of the draft for our religion presentation on tuesday next week.
second of all, am very unfortunate to have responsible-challenged group mates (except for one, that's why she's my friend).
third of all, i am failing religion.
three reasons say it all.
now, let me elaborate...
first, we are given enough time to make a draft of our presentation. this project assignment was given to us last week. we are expected to make even a little for the presentation. since there are many days to accomplish a draft, i took advantage of the time given and distributed the tasks to the members. they all ready know what to do and what to research on.
second, unfortunately i am the leader of our group. not very good for the reason that i get to be very bossy. the thing is they don't have the energy to do what is being asked of them. one member gave me her research but it was just 20% of what she was suppose to research on. she didn't get it, though i appreciate her effort of making a background research. so far, the only thing that makes me smile even a little is her research, though it still lack more. good job for you! at least one member is participating! we are just four in the group the other two... well i don't think they are interested. one doesn't know what to do and the other doesn't want to help.
third, i am failing religion. i failed the quarterly exam by four points away from the passing score. it sucked! my quizzes aren't that high. my reflections are not as perfect as they used to because we are required to make them during classes which so not good because we are only given so little time for so many thoughts and designs that need to be shown and written. and compared to all my reflections for my whole high school life, i got lower points this year for the short time given to us. and now, since no one is wants to work hard in this project that we have, i have a dilemma. since i don't want to screw this one up, i have this bad thinking. what if i just do the whole draft myself? that would be bad because leaders are not allowed to do a group project by themselves, that's why it is called a GROUP PROJECT. it is meant to be done by groups, not just by a student but by the members of the group! but what can i do? i am desperate to pass this subject or else i won't graduate with the way i have planned it. and my groupmates are not that sensitive, aren't they? because if they want to pass as well as i want to, they would do their best in doing this project with me! and the member that i assigned to work with me because i trust her doesn't help me!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW SUCKISH MY LIFE IS??? I BET MY LIFE SUCKS MORE THAN WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE... WE"RE TALKING ABOUT OUR GRADES HERE, PEOPLE!!! BUT NO!!!
I JUST CAN"T WAIT TILL I GET OUT OF THIS HIGH SCHOOL LIFE! YES, IT IS FUN BUT YOU HAVEN"T SEEN THE OTHER SIDE OF FUN YET, HAVEN"T YOU?!? WELL, I HAVE! AND IT IS NOT THAT FUN AT ALL!
i'm sorry for the things i just said about my group. but, to be honest, i am very jealous to the other groups who have members who are giving their efforts in sending their reports to their leaders. one member of our group did it. why can't the OTHER TWO can???
you guys can get mad at me for being bitchy but that's just the way i roll. if you were doing your job well, then i won't have to type what i feel right now.
i'm out...
PEACE!
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