scary! :(

something that i noticed about myself...

i reflect before, during, and after i do something happy or sad, big or small, good or bad. and i see something that is happening to me.

i tend to be better at the English language when i'm feeling all negative. it's like a reflex or an involuntary reaction when i am really mad, or feeling bad. it's inevitable. i can't control it.

i don't know if that's good. but i'm sure that it does me better in writing in the English language. it doesn't affect on how fluent i speak in the English language since i am better at writing down my inner thoughts and feelings than saying them out loud.

anyway, that's a discovery that i saw just now. i wish i saw it before so i had confidence in writing.

that's it for now. i'm in a bad mood tonight. PEACE! :|