7 UP :)

Seven (7) UP's for a wonerful life:

1. WAKE UP!... Decide to have a good ay.
2. DRESS UP!... Put on a smile each day.
3. SHUT UP!... Learn to listen.
4. STAND UP!.. For what you believe in.
5. LOOK UP!... To the Lord.
6. REACH UP!... For something higher.
7. LIFT UP!... Your prayers.

credits: http://www.facebook.com/abe.RMT

let's get..... PHYSICAL!!!!

ok. i'm just there to sum up all my PE's this college because i want to.

1styr 1stsem - Basic Volleyball

1styr 2ndsem - Folk Dance

2ndyr 1stsem - Fitness

2ndyr 2ndsem - Badminton

but in reality, i'm only in my 2ndyr 1stsem. so, i don't know yet if i'll surely get a slot in badminton for the 2nd sem. but SURELY, i will do anything in my power to get a slot for badminton that will not have conflicts with the block schedule that i will be given next semester.

I CANNOT LEAVE COLLEGE WITHOUT PLAYING BADMINTON BECAUSE IT'S PE TIME. I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON BECAUSE I HAVE TO AND MY GRADE DEPENDS ON HOW I SWING THE BADMINTON RACKET AND HIT THE SHUTTLECOCK!!!

you see, i want badminton to be my PE so badly! i didn't have the chance when i was in high school because it was not part of the freaking curriculum! and i wasn't able to play it during the intramurals only because i had no more slots... in any case, i am glad that this 1st sem in 2nd yr, i don't have to pick badminton yet because it will be a hustle to think about another PE for the next semester if i picked badminton this sem. and i want my last PE to be my best one ever -- because i will be playing the sport that i like and the one that i know that i am good at.

i so love badminton because it gives me worth when i'm playing it. i feel like i am good in academics at the same time i have my own sport. i don't feel like a loser when i'm playing badminton, even though i don't hit the shuttlecock some of times. it gives me self-acceptance (in other words...).

i just hope that when the last semester of PE comes, i am able to pick Badminton with the schedule that will not have any conflicts with the block schedule given to me by the school. if that happens, it will be the best semester i will ever have with PE in my entire life!

that's all! :D

HARRY POTTER 7 PART 2 POSTER!!! :D

COMING SOON!

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this is what happens when i want to post about some thing or some feelings that i want to talk about and when i am about to post about it, nothing comes to mind...

it is called speechlessness, empty-mindedness, mental block, and any word or phrase that mean the same thought.

i am down down down down down...

psh. kainis!

this is so irritating.

why do i have o be part of something that i don't like?

two friends of mine are going to give a surprise gift for our friend's 18th birthday this month of May.

it's irritating because they have not done anything like that for me when i had my 18th birthday last month April. IT'S UNFAIR! so i didn't want to take any part of it. we were suppose to do it for her but i forgot about it over the weekend so we haven't planned anything... at least nothing that i am aware of. anyway, if they did got her that present, then it's fine with me. it doesn't matter.

it's disappointing in general. i don't get to have really BIG greeting cards or videos for me or some stuff or anything that alot of people have put together for my birthday. that's why, i always feel jealous whenever i see BIG cards signed by classmates for another classmate's birthday or see them make a video for a friend's birthday or see a friend receiving an awesome gift from a her really close friend or see people make plans for a surprise party for a friend's birthday.

honestly, i didn't feel like this before since i felt like i didn't need anything like those for my birthday. besides, my birthday is on the summer vacation. but that doesn't mean they can't think of those things for me. if they really are my friends then it will cross their minds that a friend's birthday is coming and how about a memorable way to celebrate it.

i just felt like this suddenly when i realised that things are getting unfair. i signed some of those really BIG cards that passes me in the classroom, and i am willing to be part of any surprise parties for a friend, and i am suppose to be in a video presentation for a friend's birthday but didn't want to be part of it because i realised that why would i do something like this when i don't even get one of these for my birthday?????

i have decided not to sign any really BIG cards for anyone's birthday except if it were for my best friend or any family member. if ever i'm going to be part of a surprise party, i guess i have no choice but to come unless i'm not really close to the dude or dudette then i am not coming.

and then, there is always a part of me that says otherwise.

it seems like my friends don't see me as someone to be given these things on my birthday. it seems like these things don't fit me and my personality.

but that's just me. i don't really know what they think of me. i wish i knew why they don't think about giving me those things for my birthday.

hay... maybe it's me. what is it about me that makes them not do those things? don't i deserve to have or experience to have one of those things???

DO I SCARE THEM??

:((

listening to: "This Is Our Someday" by Big Time Rush

She's Dating The Gangster

I just finished reading this story (which can be read in this link: http://www.candymag.com/teentalk/index.php/topic,146225.0.html) and i can't comment on the status of my friend who suggested us to read this because i might spoil the moment for those who have not done reading it yet. so i'll just put my comment here! :)

grabe! kakatapos ko lang basahin nito ngayon-ngayon lang.
nakakaiyak sa last parts when she was about to say goodbye and when she was
gone na :(( pero walang kwenta si kenji! bakit siya nagpakamatay >:( di ba
niya naisip na di rin sila magkakasama ni Athena sa after-life kasi sa hell
siya mapupunta (kasi sin yung pag-suicide) tapos sa heaven si Athena. FAIL!!!!!
:) unless of course di nag-confess si Athena from her sins sa pari, then,
magkakasama talaga sila sa hell...