AAAAHHHH!!!! being a Physics leader is SUCKS!!! like everything is your freaking responsibility!
let me explain.
the group report sheets were given back last friday tot he group leaders. but then, i only got two sheets back and neither of the two are our group's data sheets. and what's worse is that tomorrow is the freaking submission day. and i won't be able to submit our report because i have nothing to revise.
I DIDN'T GET THE GROUP'S DATA SHEET BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now what?
i am the worst leader in the school. i wish that i wasn't an Outstanding Student of the fourth quarter, last school year.
what really kills me is that not only am i freaking out about not passing the data sheets on time but i am also freaking out about tomorrow's interschool competition that i will be participating in.
first of all, i have to admit the fact that i only answered like a hundreth of all the review materials that were given to us, Mathletes.
second, i don't have enough knowledge and logic to answer the questions in the competition.
third, i am a total mess. i ahve many things to think about. i won't be able to focus on tomorrow's competition.
AYAYAY! MAMAMIAH! HELP ME!!!
i still have to finish my short story in Filipino which is what i am currently doing.
so, we'll see what's going to happen tomorrow.
Showing posts with label leadership. Show all posts
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Sunday, December 06, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
i am a (potential) leader!
hey guys! if there are any...
anyway, last Saturday, July 11, 2009, eight (8) potential fourth year leaders were suppose to go to St. Paul University for a leadership training. Unfortunately, there were only five of us who attended the training and the venue was changed to Paco College (i'm not sure if this is the right name of the school)...
when that day came, i was excited! imagine, we have our own elected leaders in the school. they have their separate training on the same day as the training that i went to. the only difference is that the potential leaders of the fourth year student buddy's training is held outside the school. i realized that we are potential leaders and yet the people who we are going to train with are students from different schools. it's like our training is better than that of our very own leaders at school (no offense to my friends who are all leaders of the school except me).
after the training, i can say that my friends were not the only one who had their leadership training. in fact, i think my training was more advanced than theirs. to be honest, among all my closest friends in school, i'm the only one who is not that good, not that responsible, and not as great as the way they speak in front of many people. not to be exaggerating but i am really the only one in my group of friends who wasn't at school to have a leadership training. and since high school, they always see one another during recognition day which is the day when i spend my time at home feeling bored of summer.
anywho, it is my fault for not being in the leadershp training at school anyway. i was nominated twice for different positions and i objected them both. the first one was the position for YPMO officer and the second one was to become the president of my club, Mathletes. i was afraid of the responsibilities that the teachers will give me. i was afraid that i might not be able to reach their demands. so i had to reject the oppurtunity.
but it has been proven that God has His purposes. maybe the reason why he allowed me not to be an officer of any kind of class was because He instead wanted me to experience a different kind of leadership. so, so far, i have no regrets what so ever.
that's all!
I have to study for 4 quizzes and accomplish a simple homework...
ciao for now!
anyway, last Saturday, July 11, 2009, eight (8) potential fourth year leaders were suppose to go to St. Paul University for a leadership training. Unfortunately, there were only five of us who attended the training and the venue was changed to Paco College (i'm not sure if this is the right name of the school)...
when that day came, i was excited! imagine, we have our own elected leaders in the school. they have their separate training on the same day as the training that i went to. the only difference is that the potential leaders of the fourth year student buddy's training is held outside the school. i realized that we are potential leaders and yet the people who we are going to train with are students from different schools. it's like our training is better than that of our very own leaders at school (no offense to my friends who are all leaders of the school except me).
after the training, i can say that my friends were not the only one who had their leadership training. in fact, i think my training was more advanced than theirs. to be honest, among all my closest friends in school, i'm the only one who is not that good, not that responsible, and not as great as the way they speak in front of many people. not to be exaggerating but i am really the only one in my group of friends who wasn't at school to have a leadership training. and since high school, they always see one another during recognition day which is the day when i spend my time at home feeling bored of summer.
anywho, it is my fault for not being in the leadershp training at school anyway. i was nominated twice for different positions and i objected them both. the first one was the position for YPMO officer and the second one was to become the president of my club, Mathletes. i was afraid of the responsibilities that the teachers will give me. i was afraid that i might not be able to reach their demands. so i had to reject the oppurtunity.
but it has been proven that God has His purposes. maybe the reason why he allowed me not to be an officer of any kind of class was because He instead wanted me to experience a different kind of leadership. so, so far, i have no regrets what so ever.
that's all!
I have to study for 4 quizzes and accomplish a simple homework...
ciao for now!
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