Venus Month

It is the month of the year when chocolates, flowers, and other small gifts are sold out on the streets so people can buy a little something for their special someone.

I hope everyone gets to have a date this coming Valentine's Day :">

YELLOW!! NOVEMBER!!!!

and it is November at last!!! and i am loving how the change of theme for the month is awesome!!!

i always thought that a yellow theme will look just right for the blog because i am surrounded by yellow when i am in school so i pretty much know how the color yellow becomes so awesome.

anyway, i have to give credit to blogger for fixing the issues i had before when changing my theme and my favicon. it has gone smooth when i made some changes and now my blog for me looks great and amazingly yellow! :D

so i hope you guys enjoy this yellowy November!! :D and have some choco or coffee for the cold weather  :D which can be seen on the side tab, first icon :D

that's all for the first day of November!! more posts soon!! :)

edited: and i almost forgot: It's All Saint's Day! let us pray for the saints to guide in our life's journey :D

happenings this October :D

hello blogger!! my second post for the month and Pink October is almost over! :)

so what has been happening since i haven't post after my October Wish post?

well..

first week was all about preparation. preparation for our Final Examinations the week after. and it was dark times :))) well dark in a sense that i had to study and regain back my focus self from all that distractions. but distractions weren't gone until after my second october wish happened!! :D and that was to watch one of the Finals game of UST vs ADMU :D and i was with my friend who invited another friends and in the end, i gained another friend :D and then we ate dinner at MOA because it was late at night already and we caught up with other friends along the way before we ate :)

then the Final Exams came and goodness! it was exhausting!!! and super cramming was in session! because we had a free day on a Wednesday on that week and all i did was to watch the second game of the UAAP Men's Basketball game in a large screen from school where all other schoolmates watched and cheered for our team! but infortunately our school only landed second place. but it was all good since we got that far and that was great in itself. i feel sorry though for our graduating players since they weren't able to feel what it was like to be part of the champion team :P  but all in all, they were great! and i guess the opposing team was great since they were able to make it to their 5th straight win! :) happy for them but then i realized i had to go back to studying if i want to pass my final exams. and so the struggle to the finish line continued until it was finally over when after the Saturday exam ended :D

on that Saturday, we had our group's annual sleepover/drinking sessions ;D and it was FUN!!! :D we had a different location this time and it was great since we had snacks to eat and a new friend to join us and the salsa was great! -- which was made by our host friend's mom! and i had to bring home some because it was super delish! and then it was my first time to be fully drunk like hell! i was not in my mind half the time! i was crazying around and some things i can't remember like how i got in the bed :)) and good thing wearing off my contact lens wasn't a hustle at all :D the next morning, i was still dizzy and when i got home, i had a severe case of hangover like i couldn't stay awake and getting through that one-hour mass with the family was impossible that i had to get home asap so i can continue resting and sleeping whcih is what i mainly did on that whole Sunday.

my hangover ran for 2 days straight and i was cured until Tuesday when all that headache, dizziness and heavy head got out already. what happened next was something as bad as the hangover; my stomach got acidic. i was avoiding carbonated drinks and anything sour for three days! that's from Tuesday till Friday! and i didn't want to take the some ascorbic acid for my vitamins because it only meant more acid in my stomach. i was releasing liquidy waste which i will not go further into detail :P then it stopped at last and i begin going back to dipping grilled foods onto some vinegar.

but before i was normal, the family decided to celebrate my parents' 20th anniversary at the SM North EDSA Annex to play bowling on the day itself which was a Wednesday! :) and it was uber fun!!! :) my brother was good since he had it as his PE last sem and my dad was a pro even though he only learned how to bowl just by looking at his officemates play when they had a company outing before when i was a child. my mom was always lofting which was not allowed but no one dared to tell her since it was the only way she knew how to bowl and with that she even made some strikes and spares. and lastly, the only member who doesn't have any clue on how to play bowling was me :)) and it was pressure at the same time fun whenever it was my turn to bowl. i would always get a gutter or if i did get some pins down, many would be left and i only had one strike the whole time were bowling :))



then i was normal again come Saturday. but it was a dreaded one since it was the viewing of the grades! and i was super nervous to know if i had failing marks or not! and my Law 1 subject was the one that i was having doubts with because i knew i wasn't at my best every time we had quizzes and during the exams as well. so i was completely nervous to the point of being negative about it and tweeting stuff like how can i tell my parents that i failed Law and how my life would be having studying the same subject again next semester. then when i finally accessed to my grades -- which was not as easy as you think since it was online and there was traffic with the server not functioning well --  i was fully relieved!!! i had not failing marks!!! :D and i thanked Lord for that and my computer teacher who gave me a 1.25. i follow him on twitter and he follows me back so we're kinda friends :D and he told me that i was one of the highest on the written exams and i thanked him for being a good teacher and he said that i was just flattering him which was half true and half false :)) and it was fun to tweet with him :) i tell myself that if i meet him again along the halls of our building in school or on the roads of the school itself, i'll totally greet him! :D


and i shouldn't miss out on mentioning this. it is not on my October Wish but it is part of my Gamer Wish. and that is to play and finish the Pokemon Black and White 2 this semester break as quickly as possible!! and my brother and i only took about 5 days to defeat the game and there were no distractions, two more days for the post-game stuff to do like catching legendary Pokemon Zekrom and Kyurem. and playing pokemon was my stress-reliever since i was stressing out on what if i failed even one subject. so my attention got diverted somehow and it was effective :D and we defeated the game last October 22 which was the day after i hanged out with the adults.

i was invited by my mom to jog in the morning with her high school friends who are her friends till forever. and so i said yes because i had nothing to do really and i just finished reading Perks which i will discuss later and i just saw my no-failure-marks grades and i wanted to celebrate it! so i woke up early and took a bath and took a taxi to Quezon Memorial Circle where we will be jogging with my mom's friends. then when we saw them finally, they finished already and i can't say we were too late because looking fro them in the circle, what part of the circle they were chilling out was hard to know where so my mom and i looked for them the whole hour so it was like jogging but just walking with my mom exploring the circle. then when we met up with them, we just ate our breakfast, talked about their trip to Palawan on October 30 until November 4 and how my mom can't come and how i should take her place since i look like her and i am pretty much close now to her friends. but after that, i decided to invite my mom's friend's daughter to come with and see the inside of the museum. then we went in and looked at all the stuff there is about Manuel Quezon, our first President of the Commonwealth. then after we knew about him, we went out back to the our meeting place with the adults -- our moms -- and we saw her siblings who came along and now adults were on site. according to her sibling, the adults went and ate "lugaw" and left them there. and it was about to rain then so while waiting under the shades of a cottage-like structure, i took the opportunity to read but no luck because the adults showed up and got us in their cars and my mom and i got in as well and we went to SM North EDSA with her 2 friends :)) then we were checking out on cameras, celphone deals and sim cards and phone networks and other gadgets like tablets, chargers, laptop cases.

until we decided to watch a local movie called This Guy's In Love With You Mare -- a gay who tries to wreck a relationship between his ex-boyfriend and the guy's current girlfriend so the guy can go back to the gay. the gay's plan was funny!!! :)) super! the gay pretended to be a guy who will pursue the girl then make her fall for the gay; and if this is successful, the girl will eventually break up with the guy and the gay can have the guy again. but turns out, the guy really loves the girl. and even if the girl was really mad about finding out the truth that the one pursuing her is gay and her boyfriend had a relationship with the gay, the guy never stopped going after the girl. the gay realized that the girl was nice and that he'll give up on the guy since the guy really loves the girl. in the end, the girl and the guy gets married and the gay who thought has found his love found out that that guy who he thought was the one for him is a priest. so it was super funny and i watched that movie with the adults :D


then going back, because of that relief feeling after playing Pokemon, i was able to finish reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower :) which was a dream come true for the my first October Wish :) and it was a good book to read. all you have to do is to be open about every issue a teen would have in his teenage life because that's what the book is all about: teenage issues. then with that, i started reading The Catching Fire; second book of Hunger Games series. if there weren't any distractions that week, i would have finished it in three days :P but of course, it was semester break so i had other things to do and places to go to :)

so i finished the book, yep in three days. but not straight three because i started the book on a Monday then Tuesday then on that Wednesday was our college's clearance day so i wasn't able to read since i had to go to school and i helped out buying materials for our college week this coming semester and i went to stay in my friend's apartment after and it was all fun! :)

then the next day was our college's enrollment day and i got to school so early that there wasn't a line yet and i had to wait for my other friends to finish their enrollment so we can have lunch that early in the morning and hang out and meet up with other friends in our building. then i went home early since it was raining at school and the wind was strong like another storm will come so we decided to leave early and some friends stayed to wait for our other friends to finish their enrollment. so i bought some lunch again and i was home alone. i have not the energy to read since the tv was on because Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 was showing on HBO and i couldn't possibly miss it even though i have watched it already with my brother. so i just tweeted while watching and quoting lines from the movie that i liked. then i got a message from my best friend to call her up. so i did. since i was alone at home, it was better for me to talk to someone than just watch the tv.

when i called her on the phone like we usually do as part of our awesome friendship, we talked about our lives in our first semester and how we were around people. and how we were with our crushes. and how were both home alone that's why she asked me to call her up. and how we were both hungry and looking for food in our own houses. and how we would be for dinner since we have no one yet with us when it was already evening. and how we missed the Jonas Brothers Concert which was a big thing for us since we are fans and the band played a big part of our friendship. and how we were teasing each other about our crushes. and how i told her about the issues that this particular college friend of mine has. and how she thought somehow mocking him was funny. and how she would definitely fit in in my college group of friends when she gets to meet them. then we hang up when my dad came home finally because i was too scared to be alone then because it was finally dark outside and i was alone at home. and if it weren't for the phone call with my best friend, i would totally be super scared then.

so the next day Friday, was i thought was about rebuilding the house since it was a holiday for the end of Ramadan and we were promised that someone that our laundry lady knows will be volunteering for the rebuilding of the walls of the house. but then he didn't show up as agreed so my dad who wanted it so much decided that we should totally go bowling again!! :)) and it was fun i tell you! because this time my dad told me and showed me how to knock those pins dead and all i had to do was listen to him and do as he says. so i did and voila! i got a handful of spares!!! and a strike! how can that possibly happen when i did only what i was told to do? then i remembered how my dad was to learn by just watching his colleagues play and how he was a pro for me as well and how obeying and believing in what he says i should do will give me some of those spares and a strike. and true enough, even though he was somehow limping since his leg or knee was tired from the last time's bowling, he was still able to get 100 plus points and that only made me want to idolize him in bowling. so wasn't able to read on this Friday as well.

then the fun never ended with eating and other activities! on that day Friday when we had our second time around bowling, we never stopped eating while waiting for our reservation at 5pm in Bowling. it was nonstop! we had lunch at Bario Fiesta, merienda at Army Navy and snacks with Brownies! and we bowled until like 10pm and we still ate ''dinner" at Jollibee with spaghetti for my mom, my dad had a cheese burger and my brother and i had crispy chicken wings with fries which was new for the fast food. then we head home. i wore off my contacts asap so i can sleep already because i was tired like the rest of the family was. then Saturday came and it was the day when i finally finished reading the Catching Fire!! :D

so yeah. that Saturday was dedicated to finishing Catching Fire and i finally did! and i was super happy because that meant continuing with Mockingjay! i was expecting to start reading it the Sunday then but my mom wanted us to go jogging again at the Memorial Circle so we did and this time with my brother. so we went and we were earlier than last time so while my brother and I joined the jog with the others who were already jogging around the circle, my mom decided to stay at the Flower Garden to join in the aerobics people with their crazy mix of pop songs as their background music. my brother and i jogged for the first round then walked then jogged then walked until i went to the washroom. he continues with jogging and i agreed meeting up where my mom was dancing with the crowd. then we met up, we walked then jogged and walked again until we went for breakfast in the bazaar. i ate barbecue with rice, my brother ate "lugaw" and my mom ate "lumpian shanghai". then we went to buy buko juice and hotdog. then we bought a neat shuttlecock so we can play badminton! and we did! and it was fun because the last time we remembered playing badminton was about last 7 years ago but i am exaggerating. maybe just 5 years ago, not sure though. anyway, then we went on for 30 mins then we jogged again. then after jogging fro two rounds, my brother 4, we cleaned up and checked out the museum. then after that, we took a cab, stopped by the church, then head home for good but got some groceries along the way. then we were beat. we took a nap then watched tv. i tweeted. waited for the lady who manicures and pedicures the family then watched a little more tv before finally going to bed to rest my body.

that leads us to this morning. woke up at around 9:15am and tweeted stuff. tweeted about how annoying my cousin is, copying my every move, my every tweet, my every crush. she's been following me since we were young. wherever i went she tails around. whenever i do things, she does them as well. whenever i eat something, she wants one as well. whatever i wear, she's gotta have the same thing too. so now, that we follow each other on twitter, i see how she tries to copy me. she even followed my crush as well. this i don't get since my crush is a university basketball player and you'll know him if you watch the games on tv and if you don't have cable i don't think you know him. i just feel like.. does she want him as her crush as well because of what she sees on my tweets that i am crushing about him and i am very vocal about it? goodness. it's ok if i knew that she was watching as well, that she also knows about the games, that she tweets about them as well like me. but that's not the case. worse comes to worst, she;s gonna retweet stuff that he retweets and i am super gonna question her about that when she does. because i think she just wants us to have a common crush but i don't want how she wants it to be. it's not natural like that. i think she should just be original on her own and stop copying me already because we aren't kids now. as you can see, i like to be as unique and original as possible and i don't like it when someone copies me especially without my permission. i guess maybe, i don't like the idea that she's into the same things as i am because we are from different parts of the world. and having been interested in the same things is questionable. and if she's using me as her idol to look cool and all, thanks but i rather not have some idolize me and copy me because i like to be original and if you copy me it's like plagiarism and if you look at my facebook posts, you'll see how i super dislike plagiarism.

wow! i guess it was a good move not telling anyone i know except for my best friend about my blog. this is the place for me to rant, to share anything i can't share on facebook because my relatives and parents are my friends there and to share anything i can't on twitter when i want to say something about those people who i follow and follow me back like my cousin who loves to copy me. so i feel relieved again that this has been shared to anyone who are not my friends on facebook and who are not following me on twitter. at least you guys are people who just like to read stuff about me and i guess in that way i kind of talked to a person who just sits there in front of their monitor or screens, listening to my rants and my feelings and my experiences :D so thanks to those who keep on viewing my blog even though i don't get any feedback except for the stats that i see about how many people visit my blog and what countries most of them come from and what they read on my posts :)

so that's for the whole month of October!!! it's almost November and i have to say, my dad did not allow me to go by myself with the adults who are my mom's high school friends to Palawan. so my only activity before resuming of classes this coming November 5 will be reading and hopefully finishing Mockingjay and still continue tweeting and probably watch some movies if ever i get a chance to get my hands on my dad's external hard disk where my movies were transferred to so my laptop will be free from those heavy loaded movies :) that is all for the month! see you on November with it's yellow theme!! adios! till then!! :D

materialistically craving for stuff

now that i am wearing contact lens, i suddenly wanted stuff!

like...

HEADBANDS

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SHADES

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yep, believe it or not,  in the future, i want to have a collection of these :D

me before. me now.

i am once again scanning over the posts that have been visited by viewers around the world. and i realized that i was SUPER childish before. i was super over sensitive about stuff! i even got mad even about the slightest things!

i.was.immature.

but now, not much about feelings, more on ideas instead :D which is good because talking more about ideas makes you a more sensible person. but of course blogger is here for some talks about self experiences. and i guess before, i blogged mainly to get rid of some heavy load of feelings inside me. and now, i blog mainly about my self-discovery; i post about stuff that i can totally relate to and share some insights about it.

i was emotional then. i am more cool, calm, and collected now :D it's all thanks to those experiences of mine in high school that made me a stronger person. i don't rant much unlike immature people that i know; and i complain less now because i guess somehow, i understand things more than before.

so i am happy to what i have become today. from being immature about stuff to being composed and more classic than ever :D

gonna be unproductive today!! :P

because my Cost Accounting book is not with me and my Law notes are with my friend, i can't study anything for our 2 quizzes this Friday :P so what to do today that classes are suspended due to flash flood in my beloved school? well, here's a list that i made:

• Learn to dance the Oppa Gangnam Style that everyone's fund of this past few weeks :D

• watch Shrek Forever After -- because i have not seen it yet :P

• and tweet, facebook and blog lots because there is nothing else that i am gonna spend my time with other than my laptop :D

so first things first! OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!! HEY! SEXY LADY! :D

AWESOME CHANGE! :D

my blog...

IS LEVELING UP!!!!! AWESOMENESS OF MY BLOG IS SO DAMN HIGH!!!!

i was sad that blogger is not changing the way i wanted it to change based on how i imagined it. but then i stayed AWESOME and embraced this AWESOME CHANGE to my blog! :D

i hope you like this change as much as i like it! :D don't forget to SUBSCRIBE! thanks! :)

august

is totally moving slow! goodness. let september come faster! i want my sembreak already :P -- even it is going to be on october - my sembreak - i still can't wait for it! :D

what more can i say?

I.AM.CREATIVE.

--a post i saw from my news feed on facebook--

What really rocks and really sucked

after all the complaint i had from when i was in third year high school, i still got to be an Outstanding Student in the Fourth Quarter.

my complaints: what-rocks-and-what-sucks

and because of that, i got to pay the price of an Outstanding Student

the price i got to pay: exaggerated "heart attack" that was impossible for me to have anyway :))

*justbrowsingthroughpoststhatgotvisitedbyreaders

well...

i am confusing the use of twitter with facebook. i change my status every second depending on what i want to say which is suppose to be done on twitter.

one reason that i can get from this is because i think that whatever i post in facebook, at least one of those statuses gets a like or a comment or both. but if i post those every-second change in status on twitter, i don't think anyone would care.

but next time, i'll have to tweet those every-second change in my status on twitter and post those that are highlighted statuses on facebook.

and this blog is of course for the explanations about the things that i post or tweet. also, it is for expressing things that i feel not posting or tweeting.

so that's it for today. good thing i manage to blog today; but this week, expect nothing for i will be studying :D

uh..

sorry for the delay of the change in template. just got busy in all these exams that were coming and yet to come.

so expect nothing from this day on forward until the end of next week because we will be having our preliminary next week and i have to study.

but i was certain that last time, favicon changed in an instant. i was confident that it will do the same again. but i am disappointed because the favicon will change probably on Saturday when firefox realizes finally that i changed favicon...

anyway, so much for that favicon. gotta study now.

good luck to me! :D

ug

just when i thought that the favicon would change immediately, it didn't. tsk. c'mon firefox. do your stuff.

me and the internet

we have bonded so much already. shared so many stuff in FB and tweeted 100 tweets in one night.

my books and notes are getting jealous of you, internet. so i have to stop for the mean time. and posting a blog about you is the last thing that i will be doing in the internet before i study.

see you when i finish studying!! :D

so....

i have not been posting for this month because i have so much quizzes to study on and i am aiming fro something big.

so don't expect this month.

maybe i'll post something when i need a stress outlet or when our Preliminaries are over which will be on August. after all, this is one of the reasons for this blog; to express myself in times of happiness and/or sadness and everything else in between.

so...

am i this?

i still don't know. but some descriptions about one of these apply to me. so i guess, part of me is a beach*.

*i certainly do not say bad words

it is

JULY!!! when the rainy season really start doing its thing.

don't forget to always bring...

• an umbrella
• a jacket
• extra shoes/slippers
• extra socks
• hand towel
• alcohol

these are the essentials for your health during the rainy seasons. so have a good month under the rain! :D

RE: blog layout stuff

HOLY MACARONI! favicon changed in an instant and i viewed my blog with mozilla firefox. so it's cool. a hint of what the next theme's color is gonna be. :D

blog layout stuff

already changed the favicon because i know that in mozilla firefox, it will take upto 3 days for the browser to realize that i changed it.

so if the color of the backslash is red, then your browser is awesome.

SUPER EMBARRASSING MOMENTS IN ONE MORNING

believe it or not, these happened today, this morning, June 26.

it started with the time when our quiz in math ended. i was aiming for a perfect score but classmates compared answers immediately and i just realized that i got  a wrong answer in the last item simply because i wasn't able to shade the feasible region! and i was frustrated, disappointed, downed, and angry at myself because i am the only one to blame after all. so those negative feelings were masked by super embarrassing moments that happened in within the span of 2 hours (from 10am-12nn)

you see, since i was frustrated, i was not listening to our next and last class for the day. sure, i hear him say stuff and things are still processing inside my head. so when the question was easy enough for me to answer at my current state of mind, i decided to recite. i was ready to say the correct answer and i did but there was a follow-up question that i wasn't prepared for. so i just replied with a very captain obvious answer which was coupled with a laugh and i looked really crazy. it was embarrassing even more when i wasn't over and dine with the situation -- still, i was laughing on my chair but not for long because i didn't want the teacher to get mad. it was a good thing that our teacher wasn't that strict with behavior. else, i could have been scolded which is even more embarrassing.

so class was over. i ranted about our math quiz to my friends who were waiting for me outside the classroom, along the hallway. i was super upset and disappointed that i was stomping my feet as i walked with friends along the hall -- because we were going to visit other friends waiting for us in front of their classroom. as they walked and i was still stomping, i bumped on a trashcan in the corner and if there was no trash can there, i would have definitely bumped onto the wall. and what added to the embarrassment was my teacher saw me do the bumping thing, and it was super embarrassing because i think my teacher knows me by face and we just saw each other during the class' first period this morning. it was fine if only my friends saw it because it'd be totally funny, but this one was totally EMBARRASSING!

then we, my friends and i ate lunch at the usual small-time fast food where we eat almost all the time. and i was asked by the lady serving food if i was going to take-out the food or was i going to dine-in. and a funny reply that i loudly said was TAKE-IN! and it was again if my friend was the only one who heard it and laughed that i said it but what makes this embarrassing was the fact that even the lady serving and the other customers laughed! and it was super funny because it was an extended effect of that math quiz which was pointed out again by my friend.

but that wasn't the end. i still had one last embarrassment that happened at the 11th hour. so i was wearing heels today at school. and we just established that i was eating with my friends. after we ate lunch, we went our separate ways and i called a jeep that i was going to board to go home. i wasn't asking for it but the lady, already sitting in front of the jeep, offered me to sit with her on front -- maybe because i was wearing heels and the lady felt that it would be a hassle for me to walk my way at the back of the jeep. so the last embarrassment was, i was not successful in climbing aboard. it was embarrassing because the lady even helped me to my seat. and the thing that was keeping from successfully climbing aboard was my heels since they were caught up at the edge of the opening of the passenger's seat. it was not as extreme as the others but it was embarrassing because i felt like i didn't have poise and climbing aboard wasn't that easy breezy like the usual.

so in the end, what really happened to me was i wasn't myself 100%. i got careless on the last item in the quiz and i let that carelessness get into me and so the embarrassments happened. i was careless for letting carelessness get in to me. the thing is, i shouldn't be that upset. i should have done better and i should have been careful in the first place. i was just hard on myself, i guess. i let myself down.

i was super sure that i will perfect the quiz and show the teacher that i have some math talent here that she doesn't know of since she has not seen it yet even though this is the third semester that she will be teaching the class that i am part of for the school year. she only saw, so far, my carelessness. and i was SUPPOSE to prove to her that i was, and still am and will always be a Math genius. i was disappointed at myself because this quiz was SUPPOSE to be the start of my redemption. but i failed myself. i wasn't good enough. i was overpowered of the thought i have to impress her and i have to make sure that her impression of me changes and the thing that will make those happen is if i perfect every seat work, homework,  quiz and exam that she will give to our class.i was gonna do just that and i failed at first step because i was not careful.

now, i am, of course, at home, reflecting on these happenings this morning. i guess i have forgiven myself if and only if i get to perfect the next thing she wants us to solve.

from the first day of school this semester, i always told myself: "IT' IS ON bt-chess!"