SUPER EMBARRASSING MOMENTS IN ONE MORNING

believe it or not, these happened today, this morning, June 26.

it started with the time when our quiz in math ended. i was aiming for a perfect score but classmates compared answers immediately and i just realized that i got  a wrong answer in the last item simply because i wasn't able to shade the feasible region! and i was frustrated, disappointed, downed, and angry at myself because i am the only one to blame after all. so those negative feelings were masked by super embarrassing moments that happened in within the span of 2 hours (from 10am-12nn)

you see, since i was frustrated, i was not listening to our next and last class for the day. sure, i hear him say stuff and things are still processing inside my head. so when the question was easy enough for me to answer at my current state of mind, i decided to recite. i was ready to say the correct answer and i did but there was a follow-up question that i wasn't prepared for. so i just replied with a very captain obvious answer which was coupled with a laugh and i looked really crazy. it was embarrassing even more when i wasn't over and dine with the situation -- still, i was laughing on my chair but not for long because i didn't want the teacher to get mad. it was a good thing that our teacher wasn't that strict with behavior. else, i could have been scolded which is even more embarrassing.

so class was over. i ranted about our math quiz to my friends who were waiting for me outside the classroom, along the hallway. i was super upset and disappointed that i was stomping my feet as i walked with friends along the hall -- because we were going to visit other friends waiting for us in front of their classroom. as they walked and i was still stomping, i bumped on a trashcan in the corner and if there was no trash can there, i would have definitely bumped onto the wall. and what added to the embarrassment was my teacher saw me do the bumping thing, and it was super embarrassing because i think my teacher knows me by face and we just saw each other during the class' first period this morning. it was fine if only my friends saw it because it'd be totally funny, but this one was totally EMBARRASSING!

then we, my friends and i ate lunch at the usual small-time fast food where we eat almost all the time. and i was asked by the lady serving food if i was going to take-out the food or was i going to dine-in. and a funny reply that i loudly said was TAKE-IN! and it was again if my friend was the only one who heard it and laughed that i said it but what makes this embarrassing was the fact that even the lady serving and the other customers laughed! and it was super funny because it was an extended effect of that math quiz which was pointed out again by my friend.

but that wasn't the end. i still had one last embarrassment that happened at the 11th hour. so i was wearing heels today at school. and we just established that i was eating with my friends. after we ate lunch, we went our separate ways and i called a jeep that i was going to board to go home. i wasn't asking for it but the lady, already sitting in front of the jeep, offered me to sit with her on front -- maybe because i was wearing heels and the lady felt that it would be a hassle for me to walk my way at the back of the jeep. so the last embarrassment was, i was not successful in climbing aboard. it was embarrassing because the lady even helped me to my seat. and the thing that was keeping from successfully climbing aboard was my heels since they were caught up at the edge of the opening of the passenger's seat. it was not as extreme as the others but it was embarrassing because i felt like i didn't have poise and climbing aboard wasn't that easy breezy like the usual.

so in the end, what really happened to me was i wasn't myself 100%. i got careless on the last item in the quiz and i let that carelessness get into me and so the embarrassments happened. i was careless for letting carelessness get in to me. the thing is, i shouldn't be that upset. i should have done better and i should have been careful in the first place. i was just hard on myself, i guess. i let myself down.

i was super sure that i will perfect the quiz and show the teacher that i have some math talent here that she doesn't know of since she has not seen it yet even though this is the third semester that she will be teaching the class that i am part of for the school year. she only saw, so far, my carelessness. and i was SUPPOSE to prove to her that i was, and still am and will always be a Math genius. i was disappointed at myself because this quiz was SUPPOSE to be the start of my redemption. but i failed myself. i wasn't good enough. i was overpowered of the thought i have to impress her and i have to make sure that her impression of me changes and the thing that will make those happen is if i perfect every seat work, homework,  quiz and exam that she will give to our class.i was gonna do just that and i failed at first step because i was not careful.

now, i am, of course, at home, reflecting on these happenings this morning. i guess i have forgiven myself if and only if i get to perfect the next thing she wants us to solve.

from the first day of school this semester, i always told myself: "IT' IS ON bt-chess!"

start of my 3rd year college life

it has only been 2 weeks of my 3rd year in college and i am already loving it!!!

well, not fully love it because i am not in the same classroom as my best friends in college. and there are some teachers that are either super boring or super scary. but most the time i can say that it is okay :D

i still meet with my friends during lunch onwards until some of them leave for school since they are in the night shift. we still buy milk tea and other foods that that we like.

and speaking of milk tea, before, i only knew of two milk tea stores which are Moon Leaf and Simple Line. now, i know Cha Dao. their Assam Creme is great btw.

then, our subjects, they not that hard or the teacher is teaching well enough that the topic is easy to understand.

i still have my daily routine to eat my packed breakfast in class but this time, lilke my summer class, i have tetra packed chocolate milk drinks :D

and recently, i just had a phone call with my best friend so i'm just glad that we are talking on the phone again like the usual :D

for now, i have homework and such and they are not yet that hard since it is still the start of the semester. but i am always ready to take on the challenges that lie ahead of me in these coming days, weeks, and months of school.

i hope i can give my best even more unlike before, so help me God.

PS. i am pretty much known by my new classmates already because i kind of FC'ed (FC=feeling close)them. but i can't call them friends because they are not the kind of people who would hang out with you during "breaks" --- with quotation marks because there aren't really break times but usually, professors come in class late and/or dismiss early :D

having our last PE in HIgh Fashion :D

so i saw someone read this post: about my last PE in my whole school life. i said there that i wanted Badminton to be my last PE ever. but due to peer pressure, it was not fulfilled. my last PE was all about Handball. i picked it because all my college barkada picked it and it was our last year together and our first semester in choosing our own PE didn't get us all in one and the same PE. anyway, even though it wasn't badminton, i had the time of my life! i was with my college best friends and PE couldn't be more fun than that! :D

in conclusion, no matter what i do in college, as long as it is with those 8 awesome friends of mine, every single second of whatever is super AWESOME! :D

explanation

well, about the post before this, what the bold letter say is that:

I can't tell you where I'm headed, but I know I'm gone. It's time to pick up the slack.
I was meant to do just what I'll have to; no time to be afraid to try. (though) I'm losing my mind...
I'm going places i've never been before. I'm doing things that I've never done.

the thing is, i don't have a choice but to let go of my previous course. this is because, obviously, i wasn't able to make it to the quota of the retention exam so i can continue BS Accountancy.

now, i have three choices

• stay in UST and continue BSMA (the course where i'll be going to since i didn't make the quota)
• stay in UST and shift to another course BS Math (the course that everyone believes i should have gotten in the first place)
• move to UP with ECE (the course that i will enjoy and make easy money in the future)

the differences?

obviously, they are all different. but here is a Venn diagram that i made because somehow, they have similarities.

 anyway, i tried making a Venn  Diagram but wasn't successful. going back, BSMA and ECE will give me easy money in the future. BSM and ECE are courses that will surely enjoy.

despite all these, the course that is in favor of fate is BSMA. but who says this life was set in stone? i didn't. i'm going to the course that i want. and if ever i will take BSMA, it is not because it's the only choice but it is because i have fully accepted it to be my course.

so now, i pray to God to decide which one of these three choices i will take for my own betterment.

that's it for now.

by the way, i was thinking about giving this a black template since i'm being all dark and down. but that's not really my personality. i always make sure to dwell on the positive side of life but not being ignorant of the bad side.

:D

What My Name Says About Me

this app in facebook just scared the hell out of me because it was too accurate :DD

it's because it is true. i do sometimes or most of the times because i have to say, i kind of or really sometimes judge a book by its cover. it's because it is inevitable. i notice even the smallest details that i can't possibly just bottle up all those tiny details or else i might explode! hehe. just kidding. i won't explode. i'm not even half fat.

about the second sentence, i do need to do that. because most of the times or maybe a couple of times, i suffer because at those times, i don't even think about my own feelings. because sometimes, i'm too nice which is bad. because of this, there are times when i give the last one i have and end up with nothing.

and the last sentence is super true! i have been facing so many challenges. i am currently challenged to regret nothing and just be happy with what i have now. i guess i feel bitter about one thing. that one thing is something that i always thought that i have moved on from. it's about being admitted at the country's state university.

you see, since i am the eldest, just like the science experiments, i am the experimental variable that is to be tested to see if a theory is correct. this means that if they believe in this, and wonder if it applies to this, i am the one who gets experimented with. (you get it, right. i don't have to elaborate on this) anyway, so since that is always the case, sometimes, it is a good thing that i was first to try so i will be the FIRST to experience it. but most of the times, it is a bad thing because as we all know, when we do trial and error method, there is a very high probability that we will get a wrong answer. that is me. whenever my parents experience something new, because of the advancement that is occurring in our generation, they try whatever it is that they think is the right way on me. which sucks. because most of the times, they get the negative results from me and so to avoid the same mistake, they already know what to do and my younger brother gets the positive results. thing is, there is a review center that can help you to pass the state university's entrance exam. so, since my parents are like: that's too expensive for a review center and the review center itself is far from home and you are a girl. even if you passed, you can't go anyway because it is too far and we can't let you live in a dorm. that's what they said.

and so, in short, i didn't even try to give effort into passing the entrance exam of the state university. because i knew of these things that my parents had to say and i was discouraged... NOT! i didn't have hope anyway. in the first place, i reviewed for entrance exams in my high school itself. and they lack in the topics that have to be reviewed for the exam. and the environment was so lax! didn't have motivation. in the review center, they had quizzes once every meeting. no wonder! tsk. so i am bitter. only when the subject comes up the surface. and i am not afraid to tell my parents face to face that i do regret not being able to pass the state university's entrance exam. because i told them that my friends from high school are offering me to be part of a bundle that has a lower fee but at the same time has the right things to teach for entrance exams. but they refused. told me that it was expensive and the review is far. but remembered clearly that i told them that i was going to the center with a friend who lives nearby. so, i was and still am and will be the trial child :(( as long as i'm still studying and there are still upcoming advancements, i will always be the trial child.

and the sad part is that i am still happy about the fact that my brother was able to pass the state university's entrance exam. i pretend that i am ok and not jealous at my brother. yeah sure. why shouldn't i be happy? i was the one who brought him to the review center and had to wait there for 5 hours until his review is done for the day. why wait for that long? well, i am not familiar with the place, so i don't know how to go about it. but it doesn't matter because he passed! :D and all my waiting was worth it. since i am bitter about that, all i can be happy about is that i am having fun right now in the university that i am going to because of my awesome best friends. another thing that i can be happy about and forget about that bitterness is that my brother just passed that freaking entrance exam! hayzzz... i want to feel what he feels right now because whether i like it or not he has a lot of bragging rights with him right now. he just passed freaking state university where all the graduates don't have to apply for job because those job will have to fight for you.

now, aside from no having an edge since i am not studying in the state university, i still have to put a lot of effort so jobs will fight for me as well. about that, i think my chances of experiencing that is lessened since i will be taking the retention exam this summer. that's right. i screwed up the first semester but i passed; i just wasn't able to reach the minimum grade to have to not take the retention exam. so, yeah.

because of all of this,  i am working my butt off! ........ NOT REALLY! well, at least not always. but whenever there is something to be done for school, i always feel like giving it more than my all.  and since the tuition fee is more than twice of the state university's, i am obliged to show my parents that i am worth it. that is what i have to put up with since i didn't pass the state university's entrance exam. i have to prove myself. i have to be positive. i have to reach a goal that is SUPER DUPER HIGH! almost impossible to reach is what i say. but there is a probability to reach if i give super duper extra effort.

talk about myself! i guess i am an expert when it comes to myself. i mean, if there is anyone who knows me the best, it's only me and God. even, God knows me more than i know myself. so He knows what i am capable of. and He won't give me any challenge that i can't surpass with flying colors. that is why, i am not losing hope. even when i knew i wasn't going to study in the state university, i had the last drop of hope in me. there was little hope but i still had hope. and i guess part of me was to be blamed. i guess since i had little hope, i didn't give it my all... or did i. all i know is that i answered the exam with everything that i know. so, perhaps, what i know wasn't enough. i still have to learn. that is why i keep an open mind. if i don't, there is no room for improvement and i will not become a better person.

so that's me. feeling bitter here and then when the topic is surfaced. but truthfully, feeling happy and proud of the fact that my brother made it. and i guess that this is all God's plan and indeed, i am learning from the mistake of not having that much hope. also, since God can see that i am giving my effort now, He gave me awesome friends who help me forget about transferring schools or forget about being bitter of that experience.

i am now feeling much better. well, better since the topic is going to be surfaced for the week since my brother passed and the results just came in yesterday.  so if ever the bitterness starts to show up, i'll just have to think about the awesome things that i have with my college best friends especially the things that happened starting about 6 and a half hours ago and ended 2 hours later that time.

we stayed for 2 hours in our friend's apartment to celebrate the end of preliminary exams for the semester. we had milk tea from Moon Leaf and there wintermelon with pudding is good. music played in my friend's room and we were singing and dancing and laughing about past experiences which are of course funny to imitate :))) especially the one that i did in the library. that is another story but really, i love my friends. they make my day :D

and oh yeah! i told three of them about this blog's site and maybe they'll read this so, HI FRIENDS! :D

and that is what my name says about me. A LOT! it says so much that it was too accurate. and because it was accurate and precise as well, i was able to reflect about myself and come to accept that this is me and somehow i guess i have to change my down sides and strengthen my up sides, learn from my mistakes and rejoice from the right things i do, and avoid to revenge and regret and remember to always forgive and forget like i always do :D

i'm out! PEACE! :D CONGRATZ TO MY BROTHERHOOD! :DDDD

heeyy!! :D

i just had my first Zara purchase. it could be my last since we never shop there. i was only able to buy there because my college best friends were helping get dressed up  for our class' Christmas Party next Friday.

i bought a small-sized grey long sleeves which costs P995. and i'd like to buy the shorts that did fit me while i was trying to put on the shirt but that pair of shorts just costs a lot more than the shirt which is P1799. can you imagine that! the shorts costs more than the shirt. bleh. anyway, i have my own pair of shorts that kind of has the same length as the one i tried to put on. i just need to show it to my friends if it will do or not. if it won't do, then i can still buy one but not in Zara;  maybe i'll buy in a nearby  tyangge where things are sold cheaper than they are in stores like Zara. all that is left is the footwear. i also need my sneakers to be shown to my friends if it  matches with my shirt and my shorts.

but there is one thing that is bugging me. some day  next week, i should hit the mall again to buy Ferrero Rocher worth exactly or more than P200 as an exchange gift for the person that i picked.  so, i wonder when will that be.

i would also like to share that i there is a certain pattern in the way i watched the Twilight saga. i only watched the odd number books and never had the energy to watch the even number books.  (well, i did attempt to watch the last one but i wanted to watch it with my best friend and i don't think we have the time for it.)

now, i'm just glad that i studied, for our quiz on Friday, yesterday because i just got home an hour ago and i don't feel like studying in this span of time. that's why i checked by facebook account and instead of posting there about my first experience with Zara, i just went here and talk about it without people (some people in particular) won't find about this and tell me not to post about such things. i learned my lesson. didn't want the same mistake to happen again.  i was told that i post too personal things in facebook so i didn't post any new status ever since the last time i was scolded. i think i am being bitter about being scolded so this is kind of a rebellion (but not really. if this is considered as rebellion then in the scale of 1 to 5, 5 being the most rebellious,  then i would rate this with 0.1 because this is a very shallow rebellion).

i'm just glad i have this blog kept away from people who know me. my best friend is the only who knows about this blog's site so she is the only one i know who knows this site's blog; anyone else from other countries who view this blog is someone that i don't really know.

i'm really tired from all the walking that we did just to help our friend find the top that will fit him. we did however manage to find one for him but all in all, our journey for the search of the top that will suit him was long and tiring. and now i am TIRED! so i will be sleeping after viewing 3 notifications that i have in facebook as i write here in blogger.

by the way, we had our recollection this morning and the letter from God the Father to me that was based on the Bible was very touching and that presentation got my attention and it was most significant to me. also, we learned a new song about every cell in my body is happy and every cell is well. it had an action with it and everything about the song was funny but reflective at the same time. it will be the song that my friends and i will be singing in our class' spoof of american idol. so, good luck to us.

it's time for me to sleep. good night to the cyberspace and the people who are reading this at night :D

What's on my mind right now?!?!?!

let's see....

• NSTP Module 2 Activities and Tests
• CSC Money Collection for Lanyard, Pin and ID
• ACCOUNTING Quiz #2
• ETHICS Quiz #2
• WORLD CULTURE Quiz #2

and if you think that these are just five and you have more than what i have in mind then you are WRONG! because i may think of just  five things but they weigh a LOT!

COOLNESS!!!! :)

AS OF JUNE 21, 2011, 10 minutes after I posted my last thoughts about being melancholic, I AM OFFICIALLY PART OF THE MARKETING AND FINANCE COMMITTEE OF THE SCHOOL'S CENTRAL STUDENT COUNCIL!!!! YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Time to get serious

I have to study really hard for this year because this the year when we'll know whether I am going to be in the course that I want or not. The thing is, there is a problem on how my best friend and I are going home after we watch Miley Cyrus' concert this Friday. I just hope our friend who is also going to the concert agrees to drop me and my best friend to our respective homes. If not then I can't go to the concert. The thing is, my best friend and I already bought tickets for the concert and we can't possibly refund those tickets. Arrrrrgggg!!!!! I just hope someone would drive us home..... The connection of his in getting serious is I won't allow myself to lose my parents' trusts. If I do then they won't trust me with anything anymore in the future. I don't want that. It's time to be mature because being serious means being mature. I have to show them that I am a responsible daughter who is reliable and is acting on her age. I have to admit that I am already an adult and being an adult means being serious and mature. I hope this will turn out good and I hope my dad will not get mad at me. If he gets mad, then definitely, I am screwed up.

time flies

i can't believe i survived the first dreadful year of college with my exceptionally difficult course.

tomorrow will be the first day of my second year in college. and thank God for helping me go through the all that.

but it only seemed like i'm still in the beginning of my college life and yet it has been a year.

to be honest, i am so excited on going to school tomorrow! :)

excited?!?!??!!?

i posted about my college friends because i had so much fun with them last time during the enrollment when we finally met after not meeting one another ever since last school year's last day.

there was some pissing off that happened because we weren't able to meet up properly. but after all that, we were able to get to the usual things we do like hang out in our friend's apartment that's near our school :)

now, because of that, i can't wait till classes start!!!!!

by the way, i am also excited about our friend's debut that will be this coming Sunday. and one of my college friend is going to sleepover here in my house! although it is unfair for my best friend since she hasn't slept over in my house yet, this is an emergency. college friend lives in another city and can't go home alone so late at night in a cocktail dress. so, since my house is near the school, she can sleepover here then in the afternoon the next day, i'll send her to school then she can go home by herself from school. nice plan eh?

i'm so excited!!!!! :D

talk about friendship

it's all about my college friends.

we are all together awesome. i don't see anything that might make the group fall apart, even if one of our comrades was put in a separate section from the rest of the gang.

but if there was one who would be left without any partner, i always think that it would be me. it's normal since we are nine in the group (ten really but the one has another group and she usually go with them). even so, that would be fine with me. i don't know why but i feel like for the first time, i am not left out. at least that's what i think. i was never left out yet, in this group. i don't know. who knows? i think, this, because i feel like the bond between the nine of us is very strong. this may be because we all speak our minds, no matter how weird or how much it might make us feel guilty or hurt, we are all honest to one another. we tell one another's fault and we take these things positively and critically. though, there are times when some get to be a little bit too much and things get bad, it passes by quickly that everything returns to normal and the guilty side tries to be careful next time.

sometimes, you are the one being picked on and some times , you are the one who is picking on. it's a give and take process. so if you take things too seriously, you lose. but i don't mean that we don't take college seriously because we do. we want to graduate together in the same university, in the same course, in the same period of time. it's just that, we know when to kid around and when it's time to focus. we are awesome that way.

we may not connect in some topics that other members of the group are talking about but we still have someone to talk with. or, if there is one who is the only one who doesn't know anything about the certain topic, he or she will be informed right away during the conversation. there no secrets whatsoever. sometimes, one may be told to keep a secret from others, but surely, that won't work because the one who is telling the secret ends up telling herself or himself to other members about his or her secret. though one secret about his love-life was successfully kept from some members, this only served as a lesson to all the members not to be absent in group gatherings so they don't miss personal talks. but if that would be unavoidable, then we would all understand.

i feel happy with them. we can be different kinds of people but we do get along well, most of the times :) there can be misunderstandings but everything gets cleared out anyway. we support one another and when we are divided by the choice we have to choose, we still cheer one another.

i just wish we stay as close as possible through the hardships that we will be facing in college. i hope we stick together like the way my best friend i are sticking with each other even if we are studying in different colleges now :D

anyway, other things may happen. we are only a year together and there are many things that may happen in the succeeding years. at least, i don't want this group to disband like how i have been in my past friendship experiences, when a group is made, it gets disbanded 1-2years after... i don't want to experience something like that again :P because, before, in the end, instead of making my circle of friends grow, it just gets smaller and other lines of communication are cut off. i don't know why before, i always get involve in a group with at least 3 members that includes me and i don't even get to merge these small groups of mine. it seems to me that i don't think these different small groups of mine can connect to one another.

hey yo! what's up bobby ray!

yo yo yo! advanced merry christmas! because i won't be visiting this blog until next year. im'ma enjoy my christmas breaks watching tv, downloading music and visitng my facebook account. ther things that i will this break is sleep a lot, eat a lot, and breathe a lot. i might play badminton with my brother which was our original plan to do last semester break, talk on the phone with my mom who is in canada right now, talk on the phone and maybe hangout with my best friend who i have not seen since we watched "despicable me" in trinoma, and probably slack off.

anyway, i'll be having my teeth with braces check up tomorrow after school at about 2pm. im'ma fix my braces before christmas and the new year comes. so i'll call her later to remind her that i have an appointment with her at 2pm.

that's all! actually, i had time posting this because there is nothing much that we are doing right now at school. tomorrow is the start of the three-day party celebration of UST's Paskuhan. there will be a mass tomorrow but i don't think i'll go. my class will hold our own christmas party in our classroom at 8am till 12nn. i haven't got anything for my classmate that i'm going to be exchanging gifts with. i hope i can find the right gift for her. i researched and found out that she likes the color pink and has crushes on local male celebrities. i might just give her a photo of her crush, printed on a pink paper, in addition to what i'll be giving her. sounds nice eh :D

so now, i'm out. i'm gonna do something else. k! :D

what will happen?

college week is over and i bought the college lanyard! yeah. and it was PhP100.

anyway, i had fun today with my professors. MWF will be absolutely FUN! and of course, if there will be happy days, there will also be not so happy days such as TTHS. it's all hell on TTHS because first of all, we don't like our Psychology teacher, second, we have PE on thursdays, third, we have to go to school on saturdays! so let's see how i will be doing this second semester of my first year in college.

i'm hoping to be on the Dean's List. we'll just have to wait and see about that :P

College Week/Day!!!

and today is the UST-AMV College of Accountancy Day! the week started last november 10, the same day as my dad's 48th birthday :D

we get to wear our college shirt with jeans and anything for the shoes :)

there was a parade in the morning, then everyone proceeded in the gym to watch people dance and cheer. then before lunch, my friends and i went home. what we didn't know is that, there were games going on in the afternoon at gym. we didn't know because no one told us and we are freshmen.

so, that's what happened today. and i swear that tomorrow, i will buy the college's lanyard that i was suppose to buy today but didn't because of the parade. i'll be posting here tomorrow whether i get to buy the lanyard or not. it costs PhP100 and it's all nice and good :D

it's a LOOOOOOOOONGNGNGNGNG day!!!!!!!!!

here's what has happened today.

first thing in the morning, i enrolled with my mom from about 8am till 10am. NICE!
i had a bonus. I SAW MY ONE AND ONLY CRUSH THAT'S A SOPHOMORE IN ENGINEERiNG!!!! i was super KILIG!!!! kilig means when hyou see crush and suddenly you smile and blush. :D

then second thing after lunch, i got mhy hair rebonded from about 2:45pm till 10:15pm. that's like SEVEN AND A HALF HOURS in the salon!!!!!!!!! that's not cool because i didn't eat merienda and we ate dinner late at night. anyway, i got my mom have her hair rebonded the same time like me so we were in this rebond thing together. we left my younger brother alone in the house with the helper who washes our clothes and irons them as well. :D

awhile ago, third thing after we ate dinner, i had a chat with my BEST FRIEND!!!! we were suppose to chat using video call but she wasn't able to invite me and in my window, her account doesn't seem to support video call. so we weren't able to do that but we chatted. she wanted to see my new hair so she thought of video call :D i'll just send her a picture of me with my new hair when i have the strength to actually take a picture of myself.

now, we are going to sleep. so GOOD NIGHT MY DEAREST BLOG!!! i still have three days with you until the first day of second semester in school.

so... SEE YOU TOMORROW!!! :D

nothing that's too serious

so the start of the second semester is not up until november 10 and my brother's semester break ends today. so i am all alone again. i've been alone since the start of my semester break and i haven't seen my best friend since we went to watch Despicable Me. hay. she went to Hong Kong last october 24, the day after we went to Island Cove. we were suppose to meet and have fun on our high school family day but it was the same day as the Island Cove thing. and the bad part is that i won't be able to watch Harry Potter 7 part 1 with her because she made plans already. now, i am forcing my brother to watch it with me. poor dude, since he is the youngest and i'm the eldest, he has to watch that movie even though he has little interest in it. anyway, that's not what i told my best friend. i told her that i would be watching that movie with my block mates in college. the real thing is, i haven't told them about seeing the movie with them but i am sure that they would love to because as a group, my friend block mates and i haven't had any major outings before and we would LOVE to have one. so when the semester break ends and it's time to meet my friends in college again, i would suggest the movie :D

that's it for now. i have to take a bath before i eat lunch. k! :)

SEMBREAK TIME IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!

LET'S CELEBRATE!
wanna hear you loud and clear now!!!

SCHOOL IS OUT!
we can sleep as late as we want to!!!

IT'S OUR TIME!
now we can do whatever we wanna do!!!

WHAT TIME IS IT!
it's Se-hem-break time!!!

WE'RE LOVING IT!
come on and stay up and down!!!

WHAT TIME IS IT!
it's party time!!!

LET'S GO AND HAVE THE TIME OF OUR LIVES!
(for three LONG WEEKS!!!!)

THIS MONTH OF SEPTEMBER: End of Month Report

(sigh)

this month, a lot of mess has happened.

things were doing great for the first four weeks. but the last week, IT'S TERRIBLE!!!!!

if i were to enumerate all the mess that i did and the mess that had happened, i wouldn't have time left to study for my English Long Quiz that is tomorrow. so, i'll just list down the MAJOR messes that happened.

these major messes mostly happened this week.

• the bag that my best friend gave me last Christmases ago got it's shoulder laces detached! now, i can't use it!
• the last session for the Mandarin 101 that i am attending in got canceled because we just had to make the biggest human rosary ever on the same day and time!
  
• i said smiled at someone i don't even know! how creepy and weird is that!
• our air condition at school was out of condition! imagine, getting used to a classroom that is usually cold then suddenly all you can feel inside the room is your classmates own heat
• the rain happened when we were doing the rosary thing. talk about WRONG timing!
• i am still talking to a person who is a real SNOB!
• i was suppose to buy Hershey's chocolate the day after i really wanted it but then i didn't bring enough money!!! now, i can't possibly lot money for that since i bought a school shirt!
• IT KEEPS ON RAINING OVER ME!!!!!

one thing i can't understand is that why is there a raining cloud over me when others don't have it on them?????

in Filipino this is called "KAMALASAN!"

so now, since tomorrow will be the start of a new month, i pray that i will be able to start it right tomorrow when i wake in the morning feeling like P. Diddy! :D

that's all in the past now. it's time to forgive myself for the wrong things that i did and forget all these bad memories behind. like what High School Musical had said "it's the start of something new..."

the future is simply challenging me to live a better life, so i reply like what Camp Rock 2 said, "IT'S ON!"

that's it for now! gotta study for tomorrow's quiz :D

it's a first!

I just finished answering an online exam in PE! :D