IT'S ALMOST NEW YEAR!!

i probably not be able to publish a post here later when the New Year exactly comes so i'll greet every one who reads my posts in my blog right now...

and this picture says it all :D once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! :D

memory lane

aahhhhh... scrolling down uploaded pictures in facebook. looking back on those days when i was in high school until college. laughing at those funny moments especially those embarrassing ones. and thinking to myself, high school and college, even though i had some tough times, there will always be more better times than worse times. all in all, going down the memory lane, i say to myself (while scrolling, looking laughing and thinking), "haaaayyy.... good times. GOOD TIMES..." :D

and in a matter of hours, the new year comes. i hope that i can still get to experience more better times than worse times...

it's approximately, 9 hours till New Year! can't wait to make new memories! :DDD

my best friends :D

wow! wait. i just copied the link of my previous post about feeling down because of some irritating and jealous feelings. this post will be like a follow up on that.

this is the link: i-am-down-down-down-down-down that is the title of the post that i had. it is best to read it before continuing with this new post that i am going to make.

it starts with this.

a month after my 18th birthday...

ME: this is so irritating blah blah blah ... because i don't want to be part of this blah blah blah ... how come it never happens to  me blah blah blah ... every single year, they do this to a friend and not thinking of doing it to me blah blah blah ...

i never wanted any gifts and just one special gift is fine but i never got both, the simple special gift and the 'any' gifts from my friends in elementary or in high school. i was jealous of other friends who end up with either or both of the simple special gift and 'any' gifts from friends.

you see, before, i always think that "hey! i want to be part of this because she is my friend too and i think that it would be really nice to be part of something simple yet special gift from all of us who are her friends." i myself did think of doing something special for a friend but it ends up that they thought and acted on it before i did. so, i just went on with their plans of surprising a friend on her birthday.

but then, a month after my 18th birthday, i realized that "hey! it has been 18 years and throughout those years, i have been part of something big for a friend but i was never the one who is "for a friend". how come i am always one of those who is "part of something big"?" -- i just read this paragraph and i think it's a bit complicated but i guess you readers can go back and analyze what i'm trying to say :D

so i was irritated of the thought i am once again part of something big but not the one who is for a friend. i just turned 18. i thought deep and started to realize many things already. i was in the process of thinking my life through ever since i gained consciousness and knowledge about the world.

it has been quite some time that passed. i celebrated my 18 and half year with my college friends. i treated them with Shakey's party pack -- something like that. it had two 8-slice pizzas, two pastas, and ten pieces of fried chicken in a bucket that came with a number of mojos enough for every one int he group (we are originally nine in the group but three friends weren't able to make it so we were six). we had drinks like cola and a liquor (or was it tequila in particular? i forget). it was fun! we played cards. i got little tipsy and dizzy. i peed in sweat pants that i was wearing. every one was confessing about things that we were guilty about. there were secrets and hidden feelings that let out. and of course, we had a sleepover in our friend's house near our school. overall, it was an experience to remember in my whole 18 years of existence.

but you see, when we celebrated, it was also for our first-semester-has-ended party. it was last October 8, friday? wait, i'll check the calendar... oops! it was last October 7, Friday. a week from my real 18 and a half birthday. i was planning to celebrate it with my best friend but it was still a day of her exams so, it was cool. she made up by calling me on over the phone the day after her last day in school for the semester. and that was last October 18, Tuesday, the day after my parents' 19th wedding anniversary. we talked on the phone about stuff that best friends talk about. it was our bonding day on the phone. but even if it was just on the phone it was awesome since i was talking to my best friend and we were having fun! :D and i couldn't forget, she was the first one person to greet me a Happy Brithday on my 18th. she texted me at midnight and it was my first text and birthday greeting of the day! :)

and because of that, i wanted to visit her in her school but failed and i wanted to be her first greeter for her birthday but failed again. failed on so many things but i did something that was a success. i made her cry on her birthday bash! :)) i think that i was the only one who was able to do that and i guess that it was something special that i did for her  :PPP

now, with all that in mind and with all those that i experienced, i forgot about the irritating and jealous feelings and thoughts that i had. i was totally over them. i moved on.

and then came this class Christmas party last December 16, Friday morning. i was shocked! surprise even! full of joy! i thought that it was super inappropriate to cry so i didn't even think about doing it and it never crossed my mind because what happened that morning was only in my dreams. it wasn't as grand as i thought it in my dreams. but it was a something to remember. it was a first in my life. and yes. i am this happy that i am blogging about it. it may sound shallow but that is just the way i am.shallow which is the reason why my best friend's text was already a big thing of present for me and why the mere presence of my little cousin was enough to make my birthday happy. the same reason why i never got one of those simple special or 'any' gifts from friends. because i was shallow and i wouldn't want attention because of my birthday.

but you see, some people understand. they understand that i was shallow and even the simplest of things can please or sadden me.

so you're asking now, why? what happened? why is this Deejey saying these things?

well... they, my college best friends (best friends means not all of the 8 of my friends that are part of my group of closest friends in college), thought of doing the thing that i was jealous and irritated about when i was on the other side of the fence.

they gave me a simple special gift that they funded all together. they freaking surprised me during the class' Christmas party. they sang Happy Birthday for me and then of course gave me my present! the present was simple yet special. it was  a new deck of cards! they know that i play cards and i even play cards with them during our free times. it was simple because it was just a deck of cards. but what made it special was that they thought of it and they thought of me and the cards weren't the ordinary kind. it had a different color. instead of the background being white, it ahd black instead. and it was indeed special because before, my college best friends talked about cards that had different colors other than white background. we talked about how it was more expensive than the famous casino card deck sold in the grocery cashiers. it was unforgettable! i never thought that what we were talking about was the thing that i will be getting as my 18th-birthday present! it was the only tangible present that i got from friends.

when they gave their gift to me, i thought "my high school friends didn't even think of doing something like this for me for my 18th birthday." at least my best friend did something. but my other friends in highschool? well they greeted me alright. via SMS and facebook. well, those are might as well birthday gifts, right? but i felt more loved because of what my college best friends did. i mean, i felt the love from my best friend, i always do. she always gets to tolerate my annoying and irritating characteristics. and i always appreciate her especially when she understands all the time even though i am sometimes unreasonable. i feel her love most especially when she forgives me in times when i do silly and stupid things to her. So, i don't expect anything from her because she does things to me that i don't think anyone can do; and that is to stick with me as her best friend even though i cancel out on the times when we are suppose to see each other or even though i don't visit her house or her school.

what was touching with my best friedn is she never misses out on putting in her Christmas message the lines: i miss you or i love you. that's amazing, right?

the thing is, before, i only felt the love of my best friend, but now, i have felt love from more people; and they are my college best friends.

all in all, i am SURPRISED!!! :D surprised for what my best friends can do for me, may it be my best friend or my college best friends. and i am happy and proud to call them all my best friends. :DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA JESUS!!! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!! :DDD

pictures from: theholildayspot.com

MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE GHOST PROTOCOL

 NO PLAN. NO BACKUP. NO CHOICE.

Before -- Your mission, if you choose to accept, is to watch this movie with father and brother on Friday, 23rd of December, year 2011 at SM San Lazaro, around 3 in the afternoon.

After -- Mission: ACCOMPLISHED!!! TOM CRUISE/ETHAN HUNT, YOU'RE THE COOLEST AND MOST AWESOME SPY AGENT EVER!!! GWAPO MO! (=^.^=)

heeyy!! :D

i just had my first Zara purchase. it could be my last since we never shop there. i was only able to buy there because my college best friends were helping get dressed up  for our class' Christmas Party next Friday.

i bought a small-sized grey long sleeves which costs P995. and i'd like to buy the shorts that did fit me while i was trying to put on the shirt but that pair of shorts just costs a lot more than the shirt which is P1799. can you imagine that! the shorts costs more than the shirt. bleh. anyway, i have my own pair of shorts that kind of has the same length as the one i tried to put on. i just need to show it to my friends if it will do or not. if it won't do, then i can still buy one but not in Zara;  maybe i'll buy in a nearby  tyangge where things are sold cheaper than they are in stores like Zara. all that is left is the footwear. i also need my sneakers to be shown to my friends if it  matches with my shirt and my shorts.

but there is one thing that is bugging me. some day  next week, i should hit the mall again to buy Ferrero Rocher worth exactly or more than P200 as an exchange gift for the person that i picked.  so, i wonder when will that be.

i would also like to share that i there is a certain pattern in the way i watched the Twilight saga. i only watched the odd number books and never had the energy to watch the even number books.  (well, i did attempt to watch the last one but i wanted to watch it with my best friend and i don't think we have the time for it.)

now, i'm just glad that i studied, for our quiz on Friday, yesterday because i just got home an hour ago and i don't feel like studying in this span of time. that's why i checked by facebook account and instead of posting there about my first experience with Zara, i just went here and talk about it without people (some people in particular) won't find about this and tell me not to post about such things. i learned my lesson. didn't want the same mistake to happen again.  i was told that i post too personal things in facebook so i didn't post any new status ever since the last time i was scolded. i think i am being bitter about being scolded so this is kind of a rebellion (but not really. if this is considered as rebellion then in the scale of 1 to 5, 5 being the most rebellious,  then i would rate this with 0.1 because this is a very shallow rebellion).

i'm just glad i have this blog kept away from people who know me. my best friend is the only who knows about this blog's site so she is the only one i know who knows this site's blog; anyone else from other countries who view this blog is someone that i don't really know.

i'm really tired from all the walking that we did just to help our friend find the top that will fit him. we did however manage to find one for him but all in all, our journey for the search of the top that will suit him was long and tiring. and now i am TIRED! so i will be sleeping after viewing 3 notifications that i have in facebook as i write here in blogger.

by the way, we had our recollection this morning and the letter from God the Father to me that was based on the Bible was very touching and that presentation got my attention and it was most significant to me. also, we learned a new song about every cell in my body is happy and every cell is well. it had an action with it and everything about the song was funny but reflective at the same time. it will be the song that my friends and i will be singing in our class' spoof of american idol. so, good luck to us.

it's time for me to sleep. good night to the cyberspace and the people who are reading this at night :D

I'm 18 1/2 years old!

and i have celebrated it last three days from October 13-15! :D

it was uber fun and it is all thanks to facebook

October 13 - i was able to chat with college classmates and college best friends :)
October 14 - i had fun with tapulous's taptap revenge! :P
October 15 - i posted so many different statuses on my wall and i get to chat with my best friend! :D also, there was Shakey's pizza! can't forget about Jetlag playing in background by Simple Plan ft. Natasha Beddingfield \m/ ROCK ON! oh yea, my dad just tried out playing tap tap revenge! :)))) how awesome is that!
in all these days, i was with my brother! the coolest jamming dude! :))

i may not have celebrated my 18th birthday as grand as everyone else but i had an amazing 18 and a half birthday with family and friends and best friends online and live! :DDDDD and these are things that don't happen very often... so i'm glad they did happen :) hurray for me! \m/^.^ ROCK ON!!! couldn't ask for more because i got it all last October 13, 14, and 15 :DDDD

this morning was crazy but the rest of the day was awezome! :D

keep calm and stay collected. BE POSITIVE! that's the Deejey motto, reminding herself about keeping and staying cool whenever she gets furious about something big or small :D WAZZAP YO! :P

I'M OUT! PEACE! V^_^

Doing a Work Cited List in Real Life is VERY IMPORTANT

in anything that you use to inform, please remember and never forget to ALWAYS CITE YOUR SOURCE! whether it's said or written, small info or big info, or you're making a research or just want to inform someone based on what you heard or read, CITE YOUR SOURCE! malinaw ba? it's just irritating when you're not cited for something that you said. Plagiarism feels so irritating on the source's part >:|

anyway, already told the people to be told about the info myself so i won't feel irritated anymore. 

next time, i already know who to tell and who to not, to the point that they'd be the last to know. screw you girl! >:P

annoying, really

why is it always about which school is smarter than the other? people should keep in mind that it's not about which school you are from. it's about how you do in that school. if you do well, then, you are not only uplifting yourself, but also, the name of your school. same way goes when you do unnecessary things like saying bad things about other colleges, you are shaming your school :P 

while it's true that the school that you will be graduating from will have an effect on resumes, that shouldn't destroy your dreams if you are not studying in the best schools. if you really want to be on your dream job, you should push your limits and be the best in your school; and if you do, no matter what university or college you come from, you'll reach your goal :PP

check these out and the comments that are posted in them:

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Matalino/151615548233996?sk=wall

http://www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=446357

it just saddens me that people keep on comparing and contrasting schools when it doesn't matter what school you'll be coming from. what matters is what you learned there and what you have become during your stay. you may be smart and all but if your attitude is crossing many lines, then no company will accept you because in work, attitude matters. if ever a company will accept you even though they know your attitude is off, then maybe they desperately need a person on the job.

and attitude is not learned basically in school. the building blocks of attitude are at home. you can change your attitude in school positively or negatively - depending on the school's environment. maybe people who do such comparisons and contrasts are those people who at their homes have ranking and bad attitude issues.

you see! in the case of comparing and contrasting universities publicly and the way you do the comparing and contrasting and commenting involves the way you do things at home. so if you don't want me to blame your awesome families to be called the root of this mess, then you shouldn't, in the first place, create these ridiculous comparisons and contrasts. also, if you dare to comment on these things, trying to defend your school or Alma Mater, then you have to think about what you're gonna say. is it gonna be for the better or for the worse? am i cooling things down or just adding up on the heat. whichever you choose will reflect on how you are at home.

i'm out! peace! :PPP

self love

i am very unique for many reasons.

• my name is a guy's name but i'm a girl
• only a handful people have the same birthday as me
• i can eat anything or many things but won't get fat no matter what
• no one spells my name correctly on their first try
• i like nutella on my pancake :P

anyway, that's just a top-5 list. not gonna add anything. so that's it! :D

-_____-

darn this NSTP. no one replies nor responds to my inquiries. psh.

how am i suppose to know when and where to meet before departure time tomorrow??? @_@

tsk.

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Thomasian Welcome Walk

the welcome walk minus the inevitable rain equals an awesome afternoon at the plaza mayor.

Study and Determinate! :P

We're gonna have our third quiz in Accounting tomorrow and it's all about Adjusting Journal Entries.

It's time to...

STUDY!!! :D

The most awaited Thomasian Welcome Walk is finally going to push through tomorrow, Friday, August 5, 2011 at the Plaza Mayor of the University of Santo Tomas.


DETERMINATE!!! :)

Be Heard!

there are no classes today!!!

so i took the opportunity to watch Lemonade Mouth :D

all i can say about the movie is....

it is another one of Disney's Masterpieces, in line with the High School Musical Trilogy.

also, it seemed like it topped the second Camp Rock movie. but don't get me wrong, i liked Camp Rock 2. it's just that i wasn't able to get the energy to listen to the whole soundtrack of Camp Rock 2...

anyway, Lemonade Mouth is just inspirational. if you're like me, you'd get carried away with the movie's cast. i got angry, got crying and teary-eyed, got lots of laughs and got encouraged in most parts :)

another plus side was that i LIKE AND LOVE LEMONADE and anything Lemon-flavored. from candies to soft drinks, lemon is the best!

overall, Lemonade Mouth is GREAT! :-bd

remember: BE HEARD and DETERMINATE! :D

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MY FACEBOOK STATUS

the only things that are on my mind right now are DEMAND and SUPPLY. demand-supply-demandsupplydema​ndsupplydemandsupplydemandsupp​lydemandsupply....

studying for tomorrow's Economics quiz #2....

HEY! WHAT! DON'T YA WISH U WERE US!!?!??!?!??!?!?!?!?

@_@

MY FACEBOOK STATUS

the only things that are on my mind right now are DEBIT and CREDIT. debit-credit-debitcreditdebitc​reditdebitcreditdebitcreditdeb​itcredit....

studying for tomorrow's Accounting quiz #2....

HEY! WHAT! DON'T YA WISH U WERE US?!?!?!??!?!?

no classes!!!

yeah but, there is this upcoming Accounting quiz #2 this Friday and probably in Economics tomorrow.

so, i don't think that i will be spending this day for anything that is crap...

today is study day!

What's on my mind right now?!?!?!

let's see....

• NSTP Module 2 Activities and Tests
• CSC Money Collection for Lanyard, Pin and ID
• ACCOUNTING Quiz #2
• ETHICS Quiz #2
• WORLD CULTURE Quiz #2

and if you think that these are just five and you have more than what i have in mind then you are WRONG! because i may think of just  five things but they weigh a LOT!

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this can only mean one thing..

I'M HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw, today is free slurpee day of 7-eleven. unfortunately for the Philippines, it does not apply.


:((

COOLNESS!!!! :)

AS OF JUNE 21, 2011, 10 minutes after I posted my last thoughts about being melancholic, I AM OFFICIALLY PART OF THE MARKETING AND FINANCE COMMITTEE OF THE SCHOOL'S CENTRAL STUDENT COUNCIL!!!! YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

the melancholy of daryll joyce

i want something interesting to happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is getting boring!!! there is nothing new happening. it's the same old thing happening again and again and again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's nothing to look forward to! >:(

facebook status: when everyday feels like the other and everywhere looks just the same, see the world as an apple. it's time to take a bite! :)

Time to get serious

I have to study really hard for this year because this the year when we'll know whether I am going to be in the course that I want or not. The thing is, there is a problem on how my best friend and I are going home after we watch Miley Cyrus' concert this Friday. I just hope our friend who is also going to the concert agrees to drop me and my best friend to our respective homes. If not then I can't go to the concert. The thing is, my best friend and I already bought tickets for the concert and we can't possibly refund those tickets. Arrrrrgggg!!!!! I just hope someone would drive us home..... The connection of his in getting serious is I won't allow myself to lose my parents' trusts. If I do then they won't trust me with anything anymore in the future. I don't want that. It's time to be mature because being serious means being mature. I have to show them that I am a responsible daughter who is reliable and is acting on her age. I have to admit that I am already an adult and being an adult means being serious and mature. I hope this will turn out good and I hope my dad will not get mad at me. If he gets mad, then definitely, I am screwed up.

time flies

i can't believe i survived the first dreadful year of college with my exceptionally difficult course.

tomorrow will be the first day of my second year in college. and thank God for helping me go through the all that.

but it only seemed like i'm still in the beginning of my college life and yet it has been a year.

to be honest, i am so excited on going to school tomorrow! :)

Miley Cyrus' First EVER Concert in Manila!

Currently Listening to: Can't Be Tamed Album - Miley Cyrus

I CAN'T WAIT!!! :D

EXCITED?!?!??!!? TOO?

I AM GOING TO MILEY CYRUS' GYPSY HEARTS TOUR CONCERT!!!

and the first words and the title of this post are in all caps because i will be going with my best friend!!! this is our second concert to attend together. this is because the venue is the same with the venue when Paramore had there concert here in the Philippines. so, if we made it then, we can make it now. it will be held this 17th day of June!!!

i'm so excited and i just can't hide it! :D

excited?!?!??!!?

i posted about my college friends because i had so much fun with them last time during the enrollment when we finally met after not meeting one another ever since last school year's last day.

there was some pissing off that happened because we weren't able to meet up properly. but after all that, we were able to get to the usual things we do like hang out in our friend's apartment that's near our school :)

now, because of that, i can't wait till classes start!!!!!

by the way, i am also excited about our friend's debut that will be this coming Sunday. and one of my college friend is going to sleepover here in my house! although it is unfair for my best friend since she hasn't slept over in my house yet, this is an emergency. college friend lives in another city and can't go home alone so late at night in a cocktail dress. so, since my house is near the school, she can sleepover here then in the afternoon the next day, i'll send her to school then she can go home by herself from school. nice plan eh?

i'm so excited!!!!! :D

talk about friendship

it's all about my college friends.

we are all together awesome. i don't see anything that might make the group fall apart, even if one of our comrades was put in a separate section from the rest of the gang.

but if there was one who would be left without any partner, i always think that it would be me. it's normal since we are nine in the group (ten really but the one has another group and she usually go with them). even so, that would be fine with me. i don't know why but i feel like for the first time, i am not left out. at least that's what i think. i was never left out yet, in this group. i don't know. who knows? i think, this, because i feel like the bond between the nine of us is very strong. this may be because we all speak our minds, no matter how weird or how much it might make us feel guilty or hurt, we are all honest to one another. we tell one another's fault and we take these things positively and critically. though, there are times when some get to be a little bit too much and things get bad, it passes by quickly that everything returns to normal and the guilty side tries to be careful next time.

sometimes, you are the one being picked on and some times , you are the one who is picking on. it's a give and take process. so if you take things too seriously, you lose. but i don't mean that we don't take college seriously because we do. we want to graduate together in the same university, in the same course, in the same period of time. it's just that, we know when to kid around and when it's time to focus. we are awesome that way.

we may not connect in some topics that other members of the group are talking about but we still have someone to talk with. or, if there is one who is the only one who doesn't know anything about the certain topic, he or she will be informed right away during the conversation. there no secrets whatsoever. sometimes, one may be told to keep a secret from others, but surely, that won't work because the one who is telling the secret ends up telling herself or himself to other members about his or her secret. though one secret about his love-life was successfully kept from some members, this only served as a lesson to all the members not to be absent in group gatherings so they don't miss personal talks. but if that would be unavoidable, then we would all understand.

i feel happy with them. we can be different kinds of people but we do get along well, most of the times :) there can be misunderstandings but everything gets cleared out anyway. we support one another and when we are divided by the choice we have to choose, we still cheer one another.

i just wish we stay as close as possible through the hardships that we will be facing in college. i hope we stick together like the way my best friend i are sticking with each other even if we are studying in different colleges now :D

anyway, other things may happen. we are only a year together and there are many things that may happen in the succeeding years. at least, i don't want this group to disband like how i have been in my past friendship experiences, when a group is made, it gets disbanded 1-2years after... i don't want to experience something like that again :P because, before, in the end, instead of making my circle of friends grow, it just gets smaller and other lines of communication are cut off. i don't know why before, i always get involve in a group with at least 3 members that includes me and i don't even get to merge these small groups of mine. it seems to me that i don't think these different small groups of mine can connect to one another.

7 UP :)

Seven (7) UP's for a wonerful life:

1. WAKE UP!... Decide to have a good ay.
2. DRESS UP!... Put on a smile each day.
3. SHUT UP!... Learn to listen.
4. STAND UP!.. For what you believe in.
5. LOOK UP!... To the Lord.
6. REACH UP!... For something higher.
7. LIFT UP!... Your prayers.

credits: http://www.facebook.com/abe.RMT

let's get..... PHYSICAL!!!!

ok. i'm just there to sum up all my PE's this college because i want to.

1styr 1stsem - Basic Volleyball

1styr 2ndsem - Folk Dance

2ndyr 1stsem - Fitness

2ndyr 2ndsem - Badminton

but in reality, i'm only in my 2ndyr 1stsem. so, i don't know yet if i'll surely get a slot in badminton for the 2nd sem. but SURELY, i will do anything in my power to get a slot for badminton that will not have conflicts with the block schedule that i will be given next semester.

I CANNOT LEAVE COLLEGE WITHOUT PLAYING BADMINTON BECAUSE IT'S PE TIME. I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON BECAUSE I HAVE TO AND MY GRADE DEPENDS ON HOW I SWING THE BADMINTON RACKET AND HIT THE SHUTTLECOCK!!!

you see, i want badminton to be my PE so badly! i didn't have the chance when i was in high school because it was not part of the freaking curriculum! and i wasn't able to play it during the intramurals only because i had no more slots... in any case, i am glad that this 1st sem in 2nd yr, i don't have to pick badminton yet because it will be a hustle to think about another PE for the next semester if i picked badminton this sem. and i want my last PE to be my best one ever -- because i will be playing the sport that i like and the one that i know that i am good at.

i so love badminton because it gives me worth when i'm playing it. i feel like i am good in academics at the same time i have my own sport. i don't feel like a loser when i'm playing badminton, even though i don't hit the shuttlecock some of times. it gives me self-acceptance (in other words...).

i just hope that when the last semester of PE comes, i am able to pick Badminton with the schedule that will not have any conflicts with the block schedule given to me by the school. if that happens, it will be the best semester i will ever have with PE in my entire life!

that's all! :D

HARRY POTTER 7 PART 2 POSTER!!! :D

COMING SOON!

i forgot.

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this is what happens when i want to post about some thing or some feelings that i want to talk about and when i am about to post about it, nothing comes to mind...

it is called speechlessness, empty-mindedness, mental block, and any word or phrase that mean the same thought.

i am down down down down down...

psh. kainis!

this is so irritating.

why do i have o be part of something that i don't like?

two friends of mine are going to give a surprise gift for our friend's 18th birthday this month of May.

it's irritating because they have not done anything like that for me when i had my 18th birthday last month April. IT'S UNFAIR! so i didn't want to take any part of it. we were suppose to do it for her but i forgot about it over the weekend so we haven't planned anything... at least nothing that i am aware of. anyway, if they did got her that present, then it's fine with me. it doesn't matter.

it's disappointing in general. i don't get to have really BIG greeting cards or videos for me or some stuff or anything that alot of people have put together for my birthday. that's why, i always feel jealous whenever i see BIG cards signed by classmates for another classmate's birthday or see them make a video for a friend's birthday or see a friend receiving an awesome gift from a her really close friend or see people make plans for a surprise party for a friend's birthday.

honestly, i didn't feel like this before since i felt like i didn't need anything like those for my birthday. besides, my birthday is on the summer vacation. but that doesn't mean they can't think of those things for me. if they really are my friends then it will cross their minds that a friend's birthday is coming and how about a memorable way to celebrate it.

i just felt like this suddenly when i realised that things are getting unfair. i signed some of those really BIG cards that passes me in the classroom, and i am willing to be part of any surprise parties for a friend, and i am suppose to be in a video presentation for a friend's birthday but didn't want to be part of it because i realised that why would i do something like this when i don't even get one of these for my birthday?????

i have decided not to sign any really BIG cards for anyone's birthday except if it were for my best friend or any family member. if ever i'm going to be part of a surprise party, i guess i have no choice but to come unless i'm not really close to the dude or dudette then i am not coming.

and then, there is always a part of me that says otherwise.

it seems like my friends don't see me as someone to be given these things on my birthday. it seems like these things don't fit me and my personality.

but that's just me. i don't really know what they think of me. i wish i knew why they don't think about giving me those things for my birthday.

hay... maybe it's me. what is it about me that makes them not do those things? don't i deserve to have or experience to have one of those things???

DO I SCARE THEM??

:((

listening to: "This Is Our Someday" by Big Time Rush

She's Dating The Gangster

I just finished reading this story (which can be read in this link: http://www.candymag.com/teentalk/index.php/topic,146225.0.html) and i can't comment on the status of my friend who suggested us to read this because i might spoil the moment for those who have not done reading it yet. so i'll just put my comment here! :)

grabe! kakatapos ko lang basahin nito ngayon-ngayon lang.
nakakaiyak sa last parts when she was about to say goodbye and when she was
gone na :(( pero walang kwenta si kenji! bakit siya nagpakamatay >:( di ba
niya naisip na di rin sila magkakasama ni Athena sa after-life kasi sa hell
siya mapupunta (kasi sin yung pag-suicide) tapos sa heaven si Athena. FAIL!!!!!
:) unless of course di nag-confess si Athena from her sins sa pari, then,
magkakasama talaga sila sa hell...

from okay to suck! :P PEACE!

just when i was beginning to appreciate Simon Curtis, i read comments about an article on Adam Lambert tapping him to a New Album. the comments, in my opinion, spoke of half truth. and i believed some of the things that were said.

you see, every time i read something, i make sure that i comprehend and analyse every detail. and when i have comprehended and analysed in my own judgement, i always ask myself what do i feel about the topic, before and after i read something about it.

and true enough, when people write something, they either inform, entertain, influence, express or a combination of any of these. and i think, the comments that i read influenced me on how i look at Simon Curtis now.

i guess i wasn't able to point out what i really felt when i heard his album so i said that it was ok. then the comments just spoke to me and opened my eyes and let me see what i really thought of Simon Curtis' album...

IT SUCKED!

but i already downloaded the album. and i am not letting it be thrown in the recycle bin; otherwise, the battery that was wasted because of downloading his album will be put into waste. and i don't want to stop listening to his music just because it really sucks.

but don't get me wrong, i still kinda like him for looking the way he looks. although some of his pictures scare me, i still, KINDA, like him :D

unlike Joe Jonas who changed his look by having a dirty face, that is his face full of hair. GROSS! i really don't like guys who have too much hair on their faces. it is like they are all messed up in so many levels. that's the reason why i don't like Joe anymore. sucks on him. doesn't he know that in the business where he is in now requires him to look good and attract people so he can sell? hmph. he just lost a fan. but i am not a big lost to him. i am just 1 over a gazillion fans that he still has.

BUT I DON'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE :P

" Rainbow" - my own Born This Way Parody :D

'pag mataas ang sikat
ng araw, 'tas biglang umulan
tingin ka sa langit
that's how THE rainbow is made! :D

yes there is black, white, and green
yellow, red, orange and blue
meron pang violet
that's how MY rainbow is made! :)

oh, there ain't no other way
8 crayons only, that's what i have
i'm on the right track baby,
i like my rainbow this way! :P

from awesome to shocked to scary to okay :D

there is a new Nickelodeon Original Series where Victoria Justice stars. as a kinda "showcase", so people will get more interested, they showed a documentary about Victoria Justice's 7 secrets. what struck me the most was her seventh secret which was that her BFF is a guy. so, i went to youtube and search for videos of Victoria because i became interested to her. then, i saw a video where she was practicing a dance with her castmate from Spectacular!, Simon Curtis.

i thought Simon was good-looking so i had an undeveloped crush on him for 2 days. then, when i decided to watch his posted videos in youtube that i ignored from the days before, i saw and realised that i don't think i want to have a crush on someone like him anymore. he turns out to be a mixture of demi lovato (rebel), and either Britney SPears or Lday gaga or both. he scares me now. i have downloaded his legally-free album from his site and i am nervous and scared every time i click a song and play it on Windows Media Player.

but then, like they said, never judge a book buy its cover. it turns out that his songs sound good! i kinda like thme but they are not he kind of songs i'g sing if i were bored. i'm just saying that now but probably, in the near future, i will be singing his songs when it plays eventually in loop in my laptop. so, we'll see.

anyway, his album is techno modern pop kinda songs with a hint of darkness, i think.

April is here! :P

IT'S APRIL!!! And it's 10 days from my 18th birthday. in Filipino tradition, they do things like a debut party for girls. i for one set myself into thinking that i should not have one because i don't how it works and i will not attempt to find out. it is okay for me to attend friends' debuts but i am not planning to have one. i don't think it's my style to do such thing because yes, i am a social person but i don't think my friends that are new and old be able to jive in feel comfortable if they are all gathered in one place. also, if they are gathered in one place where i happen to be in, i won't know which of the the groups of friends should i talk to. what if i over talk with the other group and the other feels left out. i don't want that and maybe i'll just gather them someday that is not on my 18th birthday. i am not yet ready to gather them all, though i already have lots.

today, on my agenda, i have to pick up my younger brother's report card then go to the dentist so she can remove my braces and probably replace them with retainers or remove them for good. after these, i'm going to resume to my training program that i am having with our (my brother's and mine) Black and White Pokemon. speaking of training programs, i might have an actual program of tutoring. if the word tutor will cross my dentist's mind, then i would be engaged, this summer in tutoring her daughter in mathematics. i don't how it will work, i mean how the scheduling will happen so i'll just leave it to the future to surprise me.

talk about school, i have seen my report grades online. grades not card because it was in a software form. so there were no cards given. this coming friday, i will be going to school to get cleared and get the hard copy of clearance.

then back to friends, i will be hanging out with my best friend this Wednesday, at the TriNoMa after lunch -- looking forward to this :D

so now, after my brother finishes his bath, it will be my turn so we can get his report card as early as possible.

byie! :D

AWESOME PARTY!

My friend has organized a party that is beyond good. It was her debut party yesterday and it was AWESOME! I had 10 shots of wine and felt a little tipsy. but it was all good because all in all, everyone had fun and had the time of their lives!

Friend, THAT WAS AN AWESOME PARTY!!! :D

scary! :(

something that i noticed about myself...

i reflect before, during, and after i do something happy or sad, big or small, good or bad. and i see something that is happening to me.

i tend to be better at the English language when i'm feeling all negative. it's like a reflex or an involuntary reaction when i am really mad, or feeling bad. it's inevitable. i can't control it.

i don't know if that's good. but i'm sure that it does me better in writing in the English language. it doesn't affect on how fluent i speak in the English language since i am better at writing down my inner thoughts and feelings than saying them out loud.

anyway, that's a discovery that i saw just now. i wish i saw it before so i had confidence in writing.

that's it for now. i'm in a bad mood tonight. PEACE! :|

the hollow

before, i didn't bother to listen the news when it talked about civilian people killed because of whatever. this is because thought to myself that i don't know these people killed, so why bother spend electricity on them when i turn on the tv. but now, this is the second time that i know the persons involved in a civilian tragedy. the first one was parents of a friend. this second one happened to be a co-member of mine in our HS club called mathletes. we aren't close but we had are times together solving unbelievable math problems. so, it's a big loss because she is smart and she could be someone better in the future. it's just too early.

it seems that many people that i know and i hold dear are passing away nowadays. it's just sad that in reality, these things really do happen. there is such thing as death and no one can escape it. when it comes, no one can stop it. and when it is there already, no one can complain.

hay... i hope to let the rest of my family and friends stay longer than this year. let them be with me for about at least when i can feed myself, when i can help them on my own.

now, i just want to pray for them.

Eternal rest grant unto them oh Lord, and let Perpetual light shine upon them. May they rest in peace. AMEN!

bleh :P

i don't know. maybe she has many things to do since she wasn't able to reply. i understand.

anyway, i should be doing many things too. but i need motivation! what could motivated me? that i don't know. i hope i can find it because those 5 chapters in Environmental Science won't review themselves for me for the long test this Tuesday.

hayayay... i need motivation and i need it FAST!

come on motivation, work with ME.

you know, stuff

so much is happening at school, at home and around me that it never cross my mind to blog about the thoughts that i had, the feelings that i felt, and experiences that i want to remember for the past days and weeks. THERE WERE SO MUCH THINGS TO DO!

not really, yes there were quizzes and such but i shouldn't have bothered reviewing for those things because there was a week when they all got canceled because either a.) the teacher wasn't able to make a questioner, or b.) the teacher was absent. those times i spent for reading and understanding of the texts in the books i regret. i would've had played the new Online game that was introduced tome by my brother: GRAND CHASE! :D

in any case, the quizzes, we finally had them this week. then this coming tuesday, my friends and i who signed up for the apprenticeship of the organization that we joined, gets to be the people behind the registration table just outside the Multi-purpose hall where a talk about nature will be held. that will be something to look forward to.

i just remembered, i had AWESOME lunches in the past days and weeks including this day. this is because, i have been purchasing foods that are expensive for lower class C people. you see, i already have saved P11000. i had that much because i bought cafeteria-priced foods when i was saving. also, i had some money from my aunts and uncles for the Christmas season. so, i'm enjoying. SUPER! i'm always full and every peso i spent was worth it. i may no have bought the best buy but my stomach was satisfied! :bd :)

anyway, that's for now. finals will be from March 21 to 25. then i'llbe attending a friend's debut on the 26th. so there will be a possibility that i won't be able to blog for the next days and weeks.

bye for now! :P

realizations

now, i know that such thing exists taht is people who are talkative tends to be interesting at first but as time goes by, the listener's level of interest drops dead because of triteness. on the other hand people who are less talkative tends to be quiet at first but when they strike their sentence, it will be super funny and very interesting! :D

new

i did something new and interesting. i hope i remember how to access to it the next time i want to. anyway, my dark side is seen in that new thing. i don't know how things are going to be for the next days. i made it to make things more exciting when i use the internet because i am bored with my everyday routine: facebook, hotmail, yahoo, sometimes twitter.

now, i am devilishly stirred up! :D

It was an AWESOME, ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE!!!

a lot ahs happened last month January but i amnot in the mood in reminiscing. but i can give a summarize.

there was the Quadricentennial Week of the University of Santo Tomas. there were fireworks at night until midnight. there were also concerts, mass, and lots of entertaining celebrities who were alumni of the university. the pope was there spiritually since he wasn't able to come; though he showed himself via video so we can see him after the mass, honoring the feast day of St. Thomas Aquinas coinciding the celebration of the 400 years of service of UST. there were free food onthe last day and so many dance competitions, booths and rides during the whole week. but of course, knowingmy friends, we didn't spend the whole day at school.

we went to timezone and redbox, both at trinoma. many pictures were taken so it took some time to upload them in facebook and tag my friends that were in the picture. it was soooooooooo FUN! but of course, in every days of fun, there is always an equivalent not fun stuff.

we had many homework, quizzes, and graded recitations after the celebration. so many that i slept late again in some nights.

even so, i still feel the fun in all things that's happening in school because there are still more to come. this the year of the university's 400th year of existance. so i have this year to celebrate it. besides, i'll be going to the school this Sunday and celebrate with the family.

now, i really have to study for Psychology's graded recitation tomorrow. good luck to me and to my blockmates!!! :D

my horoscope

according to my classmate's note in facebook, my horoscope reads...

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world..

# of messages

from April 14, 2010 to December 31, 2010
i got 2742 received messages
and 2181 sent messages

i wonder how many messages i will be sending and receiving this year?

twitter!

yesterday, i made a twitter account at the same time with my best friend! :D